All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

someone told me that i dint update for very long..
ahaha and sure it is.
i am so busy i had no time at all..
school, church and friends is everything =D

but im enjoying, just not enjoying the school work!!

Oh well..
2010 has been pretty fun..
school's busy, performances coming up..
fellowship people is more regular..
family's happy..
what more can i ask for?
Thank God i have everything =)


ABOUT LIFE:
3 months into the year and im glad im gonna accomplish something big.
finishing school at such a age forces me to grow up on my own and work hard for things that i want in life..
even though i still do not know what i want but its definitely what i love doing..

About Church:
i just realise that my church friends is very important to me..
suddenly.
even though we only meet twice a week, but they're like a family to me.
without me, my life wouldnt be so great..
even though we dont meet each other so often.. and we're all busy.
but we know we have each other in our hearts.
and its great to have a group of friends just coming out, not talking about work/school. and just having fun at anything, even if its just so minor.
like today we were playing "Concentration" in church.. even if its such a small and childish game to some, we had fun.
we really did. not like funny kind of fun, its really fun from deep down..
and we have a new friend.. its quite obvious she wasnt so enjoying herself.

then i conclude that, we really love each other's company.
without each other.. we'll feel really weird.
i love my church people. they're like my own brothers/sisters. each and everyone of them.

about School:

pretty busy..
like i said.. we have performances coming up.. 6th april. pls drop by if you're free (and if you're reading this) haha.
film collaboration.. film composing.
alot of film stuff and NO TIME TO DO!
seriously!
our deadline is really crazy. 2 weeks 2 proj. crazy can.
really DEADline.

no music, DIE.
got music but not so good.. ALSO DIE!
overall. DIE.

but seriously i enjoy level 3 more then any other level.. even though maybe Foundation year still rulez, but level 3 is funn.
esp when we mix with different departments and know people like tuan and lynn and ros.. and aloy.
funn and crazy peeps.
i met more people then ever..
and more collab then ever...

fun. but its all gonna end. im damn emo nowwww.

so.. thats kinda my update.. will do it again once i have the time.
SEE YOU PEOPLE +)))

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

time passes so quickly its the end of the year again..
its time to re-do new year resolutions for the new year n also check on ourselves whether we met our resolutions we set for ourselves this year!

so sorry for those people who kept check back on my blogg.
im simply too busy..
dont even have time to sleep lorh.

and now i have time..
cos im sick. =x

what a time to get sick.
but never mind.. at least got time to catch up on my sleeeps.
=D

love christmas this year..
cos i get to spend with people i love. and more loves when i see lasalle people on a christmas day, other then my church friends! =)
although the pressies werent so much.. but i felt a different kind of love =)

as you know ive been working hard in sf to make things work..
and indeed.. i feel that everybody's more bonded.
but of course it wasnt my own efforts.. my comm members also put in alot of effort.

thank God and thank them.

Christmas is the season of giving.. have you given your love out yet?

HAHAH i seriously dont know whats the point of this post but at least you guys know i wasnt dead.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND BLESSED 2010!!

i am back, alive and sick.

the battle is over, not sure whether it's won or not..
but at least im glad its over..

i missed the golden hour of posting my pre-bdae thoughts.
so here's the belated one..


19 years of my life..
ive been thru the good and bad times.
but its through those times.. that made me who i am today.

there's so many people i wanna thank..

to my bestfriends,bestest guy and girlfriends.. from kindergarden,primary school,secondary school, lasalle..
thanks for accepting me for who i am, and never tried to change that. given me more then i ever wanted and asked for, thanks and more thanks.
your friendship really mean alot, if you haven realise.

for those who crossed my life, and left footsteps... thankyou. if not for you, whoever you are, i wouldnt know who really stayed by myside.
knowing that i existed once, in your life is sufficient to make me prove to myself that i wasnt alone and i did change your life, in anyways.

To my family.. i love you, and just so you know. im gonna emphasis again.. i love you all.
even though sometimes i dont show it.. i know i love you, and u all love me alot.
thanks for giving me the best u could ever afford for me, loving me even though i was un-lovable sometimes..give me the strength and support that i needed at times, in fact, most times. thanks for being my pillar of strength when im quite left alone out there in the world.. to papa mama and korkor. thanks for being there =)

to my colleagues.. thanks for appearing and bringing fun and laughter to my working life.
i know working life sucks. and if not without all of you.. i dont think i can survive till today with a joy in my heart when it comes to work.

to my Creator, Lord God Jesus Christ. thanks for loving me even before i was made.. choosing me even before i was created.. give me the best, life and experience, that i could ever asked for. guiding me when the dark clouds are here.. empowering me with more faith each time im about to stumble.


to all of you reading this..
i love you all.

welcome to adulthood.. and i will really miss my teenage years..

its time to experience more. .and grow up!

LOVES!

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice
From what i've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice
I think i know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice is also great
And would Suffice.

Robert Frost
-Eclipse.


im back to reading.
yay.

hi people i'm back..

yes i know. i've been missing forever.
thats cos i've been rushing proj,proj, proj and not getting enough sleep.
like i mentioned in the previous post.. i sleep for an average of 4 hours every day...
and till now.
it's been alomost 2 months.
feel like shit.. but yeah. thats the way it is.

you might say.. there's still weekends.
BUT NO.
haha sometimes i have meetings on saturdays and sundays.. or rehearsals.
and i have church.

i love church. and i appreciate it more now since i alway miss them cos of stupid reasons.
but i'm still loving what im doing.

today we manage to rush out the final mix for the director..
after days of not sleeping..
we did it.
got approved.
u dont know the joy and relieve we felt in our hearts..


last sat we're suppose to hand up the 1st mix to the director.
i worked on it from thursday till fri, and went to school despite only sleeping for 1hr plus.
then.. hangout with my friends, and went home to work on the same piece (since some music parts were still missing from my friend's side.)
i worked until 5am the next day..
and i woke up at 1130am on sat to go for meeting.

cool right.
my life is so busy.

haha. just now i was still telling my sound guy how i lost all the sleep cos of the film and all the other stuff.
and i told him what happen last thurs.. and he was so shocked.
he said "why u still look so fresh on saturday?!"

and then said i could join the army since i can 'tong' so many days without sleep.

hahaha.
sorry i've thought about it but no thanks.
i rather do music now.
haha.

alright.
film's done.
now back to school work!

more things to be shot down and i need to stay strong!

my friend just asked me what am i gonna do on my birthday..

and guess what i told him?

im gonna sleep.

seriously. i need sleep. and would kill for a darn good one now.
really needed to replenish myself but it never happens.
and here i am again..3am in the morning typing rubbish.

i was woken up by the "dong dong dong!" on msn when my friend replied me.
i fell asleep.

and i fell asleep at the tanah merah bus stop just now while trying to wait for brother to come..
fell asleep standing somemore.
damn cool right.

im so damn ridiculously scary.

hahahha.

anyways no need to wish me,
my birthday is 2mths away.

and

HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY!

im enjoying my life now.. as im struggling to stay awake =)

i think im just being emotional now cos i am listening to emo songs..
and also looking at my convocation photos.

time really flies..
and its really just another few months where we'll all split and find our own directions in life..
and its really very fast that i got a diploma already.

i dont know what i wanna do in life.
and i felt lost.

but im happy that i've meet great people in this new year.. that i dont feel that im alone anymore.
thru these 3 years, really saw alot, experienced alot.
and i thank God for each and everyone of them, and each and every moment..

i really treasure those times alot.. and i will keep it deep in my memories =)

OKAY. pardon me.
i think its because im looking at my convocation photos and listening to korean emo songs..

anyways my recent addiction.

EVANESCENCE..

"Forgive Me"

Can you forgive me again?

I don't know what I said

But I didn't mean to hurt you



I heard the words come out

I felt that I would die

It hurt so much to hurt you



Then you look at me

You're not shouting anymore

You're silently broken



I'd give anything now


to kill those words for you



Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."

But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.



'Cause you were made for me

Somehow I'll make you see

How happy you make me



I can't live this life

Without you by my side

I need you to survive



So stay with me

You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.



And you forgive me again

You're my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you



FAV SONG ON MY PLAYLIST.

i feel emotional so i wanna share stuff.

ahaha okay im not emotional.. just felt v blessed.


recently my life have been going thru a big roller coaster..
not only because of school. but also because the people i met and loved.
just suddenly school seemed fun with you people whom ive only known for 2 months plus.. and you showed me a different side to everything.

just as being emotional isnt being helpful to my already busy schedule..
im glad that i have loads of friends there to help me get thru it.
im truely elated and really appreciative that they appeared before me..
before i knew it..
i already gotten thru most rain and thunders.
half the battle won with a happy heart =]

although there're more to come in the next term, semester, future.

i hope that all of them are there with me to brave the storm and embrace whatever that came.
im happy that im loved.

thankyou friends, u know i love u all too =)


*now playing- Sober by Kelly Clarkson





And I don't know

This could break my heart or save me

Nothing's real

Until you let go completely

So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving

So here I go with all my fears weighing on me



Three months and I'm still sober

Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers



And I don't know

I could crash and burn but maybe

At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me



Three months and I'm still breathing

Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in

But I know it's never really over, no



Wake up



Three months and I'm still standing here

Three months and I'm getting better yeah

Three months yeah, three months are hard

Three months and I'm still breathing

Three months and I still remember it

Three months I wake up



Three months and I'm still sober

Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

hello people im back.
AND ALIVE.

got people complain i never update so im back to update.

my life's been crazy.
but fun.
and exciting.
and full of surprises.
lol

but all in all. IM SUPER DUPER BUSY but having fun.


lets see whats going on recently..

met some cool new friends in school.. and that made my life in lasalle kinda happier and crazier..
and school is uber busy. proj,presentations,writings,emsembles. THESIS.
i think the work load now is 3 times of foundation + level 1 and level 2 add together.

i think i never done so much work in school before.
and we're only 7 weeks into the semester.

BUT.
its fun with fun friends around.
so im actually not grump-ling.

AND i think i slept less then 20 hours this week..
mon-thurs.. 3hrs each day.
u all go multiply. i lazy to count.

dont u think im superwoman+iron lady?
hahaha.

YOU SEE ARH.

if you take a normal person's sleeping time.. ie. 8hours aday.

8hrs X 5 days = 40hours of sleeping time

but i slept less then 20HOURS.
which is less then 4 hrs days.

SHIOK.
LOL

so im actually SUPER-IRON-ELIM.
eee. sounds v weird.

im not made of metal pls.

but actually.
this week is no fun at all..
its like im awake but im not.
then constantly wanna sleep. anywhere and everywhere.

on thursday was the worst cos i already had not enough sleep.. but i still have to stay up cause i need to hand in my thesis's draft on friday.

so i had to stay up.
and i MSN until i fall asleep which doesnt usually happen.
haha.

then i suspect i got insomnia.cos i'll sleep at wake up every.. 45mins?
very bad.
so i look like a zombie each and everyday.

i think they should recruit me to join the TWILIGHT crew.
i can be Edwards' little sister or smth

haha.

OKAY anywways.
i think i got my life back by sleeping alot this two days.
which is not enough.
but still.. SLEEP.

dont wanna get out of bed lah.. wahpiang.
u know the situation is like in primary 2. when we just started to go for morning sessions..
then have to wake up at timings like 6am in the morning?

YEA exactly same situation.
throw tantrum.
then keep using blanket to cover.
then snooze the brain for 5mins then mum will scream at the top of her voice to wake u up again.
HAHA, maybe not so exaggerating but then.. u get the idea.

anyways. i think and hope that i'll be alive this week before i start to get busy again and come back here to blog tell u guys that im alive and by that time. i think is 2010 already.

LOL.

okay ive done my job. so u kknow im alive.

oh i wanna tell u all one thing,
i think my brother is damn funny.

cos we have 2 laptops now.. and so he's using my old windows one.
and he was playing this damn noisy trance music which i cant stand.. so i ask him to change.
cos at the same time i was listening to Kelly Clarkson.
so it kinda clashes.
damn noisy i ttell u.

then he tell me "then what u want me to listen to? DIsney?"

but acutally he always listen to Disney..and he even ask me to help him find those Compilations of Disney songs so he can buy and listen =_=

and suddenly he was playing this..

Lion King "i just cant wait to be King"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXs8OS6EdAE&feature=PlayList&p=F1A2848A0AAA4AD3&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=1


Hakuna Matata..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXs8OS6EdAE&feature=PlayList&p=F1A2848A0AAA4AD3&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=1

Tarzan "You'll be in my heart"



HE DAMN KID lah.
but he's my brother.
hahahha.

but.. those songs are really memories.

he can still tell me "you know that Lion King's sound track is like top 10?"

LOL..

oh man he's listening to Savage Garden now.
wow.

TRANCE~

okay imma write my song now.. see u guys.
thanks for reading this rubbish update which i dono what i was typing.

LOVE~

OH HAPPY 20092009.

the date today la.. U SLOW~~

THE POSTER FOR NEW MOON.
its coming out in 3rd of December.. WHY!?
its' coming out on 20th Nov in other countries lah. so not fair man.
i really do wanna watch it on my bdae de.
=X
humph.

but anyways.. i dont really like this version of the poster la.. i dono why.
maybe its nice cos it fits the theme of 'NEW MOON'.. like orangy, scary, mysterious kinda thing.. but i dont really like it..

if i had to choose i'll definitely still prefer this..




duh. its my favourite still.
and its my phone's wallpaper.
i think it's really a good shot.. and its really nice and emo and mysterious.


but obviously at a commercialised point of view.. they have to get really "nice" and "memorable" poster to catch people's eyes..

so if i really really have no choice..
i'll choose this...




yes.
but then again..
WHY 3RD OF DECEMBER!

its still not fair =X

ON ANOTHER NOTE.

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE SONG OF THE MOMENT.

我不會愛
詞：鄔裕康／曲：KIM, SEOK JIN ／導演：徐筠軒



習慣了你的重量

溫柔的壓在手上 現在卻不得不放

習慣了你的味道

漂浮在我的肩膀 想到從前我們 都笑了都哭了



最後一次一起分享月光 隔著一只行李箱

我知道忍痛退讓 只為了一絲微笑



我不會愛

擁抱總是太淺太慢 甜蜜常常少說一段

用心再深看不出來

當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖

兩人的幸福變成三人擁擠不堪

我試著填滿心卻一再少一塊



就算我對你的愛

深的像一片海 重的我放不開

親愛的我想我不會愛





如果時間可以抵銷感傷 我願意無限制的燃燒

只要你的今後 永遠一臉微笑



我不會愛

擁抱總是太淺太慢 甜蜜常常少說一段

用心再深看不出來

當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖

兩人的幸福變成三人擁擠不堪

我試著填滿心卻一再少一塊



就算我對你的愛

深的像一片海 重的我放不開

真的我真的不會愛



愛是燒痛我雙手的煙火

卻也為你燦爛了黑夜



愛

擁抱總是太慢 甜蜜常常少說了一段

我用心再深看不出來

當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖

除了好好祝福 我能怎麼辦



對你的愛

就算像一片海 重的我放不開

親愛的我真的不會愛


i really like the portray of this song in this mv.
like.. the scenery, storyline etc.
really nice.
except why all his popular MV must find angmoh girls ah.
i dont understand leh..
in his previous MV also.. "BLUES"
also angmoh vampires.
weird.


but i really like this song and the MV.
trying to remember the lyrics cos i think quite meaningful and v touching.
learning how to sing isnt my fote.. i'll leave it to XJT to do it.

i'll just use my ears and heart to listen.
haha. ENJOY.
=) have a grrrreat week!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!


OH MY GOD?
u know this year's National Day is DAMNN AWESOME?!
its like.. the storyline, the plot, the scenes,the music, even the performers really ROCK.

its the first time i think National Day Parade is so nice!
last time all the others are really like.. normal march-in, then inspect the soldiers and then got all the HUA CHE (flower car?hahaha)

BUT THIS YEAR IS REALLY NICE!

and its really a big change from the normal parade.
using Pledge as the THEME and storyline..damn clever.

the in-charge and director must be some artistic person.muahahah.

the first time i sing the songs and national anthem and say the pledge infront of the tv on National Day la..
see how huge the impact is..

but one sad thing (erm two actually) is..
i wasnt at the PLACE =x it'll be really cool to watch it at the floating platform.

and!
i dint get to catch the fireworks! although i watched it on tv.

oh wells, its not at the national stadium anymore thats why.
last time i can see fireworks from my house man.
totally.

AND! POINT IS..

i saw alot of familiar faces on tv!

Gayle Nirva, Lim Shengmiao (pipa player).. Riduan.
WOO.

and even Sezairi on Singapore Idol.

COOLNESS!

hahahha.


OKAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

SCHOOL.


funfunfunfunfun.
stressstressstressstresss..

examexamexam...

LOADS OF THINGS TO DO.

OH MY GOD!

i haven found a BBQ pit for this saturday la OMG.

first day of school.. i was nearly late OMG.

ANYWAYS.
even though school's fun on the first day (prob with the huge decrease in numbers of classmates)..

IM FEELING THE HEAT, AND STRESS ALREADY.


PROJECTSPROJECTSPROJECTS.

WORKSHOP
WORKSHOP..
WORKSHOP!!

DAMN.

and im working =XXX

ARGH.

i think i'll die someday of tiredness.


AND
.
.
.
.

DISSERTATION.

OHMYGAWD.

superwoman isnt that super at all...




sorry. i just came here to rant.

anyways i kinda like my new film teacher..

other than the fact that she's from the famous Berkeley uni, she plays for Stephanie Sun, Ah Mei, she does film music for some tv station..is rather pretty.. I THINK SHE'S RATHER NICE. and funny.


IDOL!

i randomly typed SS501 into youtube's search cos i'ven been hearing from them lately except the trip down to taiwan.

HUH. i really envious of the fan, the workers, zhu chi ren, xiao zhu xiao gui, company people.. everybody at TW laaaa.

they can see them in person, SO NOT FAIR.

anyways..
a short clip of them eating on one of the programs.


THE LAST PART WHERE THEY PLAY SCISSORS PAPER STONE TO SEE WHO EAT THE CHOU-DOU-FU IS DAMN CUTE.

like really BOYS.
hahaha.

okay SS501 FOREVER!

KIN HYUN JOONG IS MINEEE! =D

that day i was at Heeren and i walked pass this shop..

and i was shocked to see the singer..
cos they're BY2.

and the song is nice de!

haha i found the song =X


我知道-BY2

作词:于萱 作曲:于萱



从来没想过 不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛

一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂

一直忘了说 我有多感动



我知道你还是爱着我

虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实 这份爱没停过






AND.

XIAO ZHU'S BIRTHDAY PARTY ON YULE IS SUPER FUNNIE LAAA

A BIG happy belated 30th birthday to XIAO ZHUUU.!

xiao gui is damn funny..
hahahaha.



WHY WHY LOVE IS SO NICE!!
and MING ZHONG ZHU DING IS GONNA PLAY AGAIN!!
YAY!

even though ive already watched it for 3 times already.
HOHO.

okay sorry.
im just bored.
ENJOY THE SONG!

从来没想过 不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛

一切都是我 太过娇纵 以为你会懂

一直忘了说 我有多感动



我知道你还是爱着我

虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实 这份爱没停过



曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头

我多希望你 还在我左右



我知道你还是爱着我

虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头

答应你 我会好好过

不让 这些眼泪白流

IM SO TIRED.

i try not to be.
but i've been sleeping at 2am and waking up at 7plus just to go do my stuff.

AND IM WORKING NOW.
it says 1230am on my computer clock.

and Jolin's song is playing on iTunes.



im working at this freaking hour!

and im sooo glad im back in school.
its a damn good feeling.

i dono. i just feel i've grown already since im already at the last level of my studies.. alot of catching up to do.

BUT IM DAMNNNN BUSY.

i have work, ive got exam to prepare. ive got church.
damn.

BUSY LIFE.

i have something to announce.

NEW ALBUM TO MY COLLECTION.
HOHO.

王妃






you know..

i was really in a bad mood these few days..
and shopping really did cheer me up.

i know its a bad habit.

but too bad. its me.

haha.

and sorry urlele..

蕭敬騰's new album doesnt sound v china-sounding lehh.as you expected

it sounds rather fresh.. rock, pop and r&b. =D
and i really think his voice got refined abit lah.

comparing to the previous album. that album really is coarse sounding.
hah.


dont know my favourite yet..
but the zhu-da-ge "王妃", "我不會愛" and this new song "green door" written by him.. sounds rather good until now..



as you know. i really like to read the engineer, musicians, producer part, more than the pictures and lyrics (maybe not, since i really like to explore people's lyric writing)..

HAHA PROFESSION-ILLNESS (zhi ye bing) maybe..


Fang Da Tong was one of the producer for one of his song.
suprised suprised.

and.

我不會愛 tune is written by KOREAN hahaha.
sounds koreanish.. but sounds different when sung by a chinese thou =X

and i can see the KTV of this song becoming a hit sooner or later.
like "Forgive me"


AND THEY ALREADY SHOT MVs OF THE SONGS.

omg damn fast la.

i can imagine the marketing people, sales people behind the scenes.
and i can say they're really damn smart to think of such ways to promote his album
haha.

my dream job la.

z.


BUT ANYHOOS.

love his new album.


BUT!

HIS NEW STLYE IS LIKE. SHITTY.
AND SPEECHLESS.

seriously.

WHO THE HELL IN THE WORLD WILL ASK A GUY ARTISTE TO WEAR TIGHTS!?

i dont understand man!?
is it the trend or is that guy weird?!

damn weird pls?!

GREY TIGHTS.

even thou he's my IDOL. but still.. he's human, he's not perfect, and he's manipulated by a team of PEOPLE.

but he should change his stylist la.

TIGHTS. OMG.

i refuse to even flip to that page to see his face.
OH MY GAWD.


but like what i said.

I LOVE HIS MUSIC,
I LOVE HIS ALBUM.

I LOVE MUSIC.

PERIOD =D
MUSIC IS MY LIFE!

HOHOHO..

MY NEWEST ADDICTION + FANTASY..

NEW MOON

and i just finished the damn book.

DAMN EMO.
but it rocks.. really.

very detailed about the emotions..
MOVIE POSTERS CREATED BY THEIR FANS..














.
.
.
.

.
..
FAVORITE..





=D


I SHALL GO WATCH THE MOVIE SINCE ITS COMING OUT NEAR MY BDAE.
WAHAHHA I WANNA WATCH 20TIMES OF IT I DONT CARE.

hahahaha. damn addicted =X

EDDDdwardd!
and JACOB =)

just wanna share a little something before i sleep today.
as i was watching YLBFB, i kept thinking when my dreams will come true.

anyways thats not the point.

this afternoon was talking to urlele on the phone cos needa ask her some stuff.
so we're talking about the stuff im going thru.

she was v suprised and was telling me..
(the rough conversation.. i cant exactly remember what)

urlele: 'you're like the big star.. then everybody wants to fry your news huh"
me: "i hope.. if im a big star now.."
urlele: "this sound kinda serious.. when did this happen?"
me: "about a week already.."
urlele: "oh, you sound normal.."
me: "haha emo one week already what u think..? i already SEE THRU THE RED DUST"
urlele :"pi gu, you're like only 19 la.. see thru red dust"

=_=
hahah.

of course i hope to be the Big Star someday..

and i dono whats going thru me.
alot of things is going thru me but im somehow keeping it together.

by distracting myself i think.


but anyways..

the point is..
i wanna say i already SEE THRU THE RED DUST.

HOHO. dont understand?

KAN4 PO4 HONG1 CHEN1

go read a dictionary or something la you.

you know..

even though Xiao Jing Teng's hair and outfit for his new album is weird.

i still think his voice and music rocks.

he's on Yule Bai Fen bai now..
and i really think his new album will be a hit.

well at least.. i'll buy it.

haha.

and his new album's voice is. like more REFINED.
compared to his first album, which is rather coarse.

hmmm.

but i can see his fans is growing every moment.

haha

XIAO JING TENG ROCKS LA!

I WANT HIS SECOND SIGNATURE!
COME TO SINGAPORE PLS!

IM SO GONNA WATCH THIS..

remember SKY OF LOVE?
the show that i told everybody to watch.
.....
....




its damn touching la.

...


and then that day i was in Kino looking for books..
i saw this book.
Threads of Destiny.

Jap author. and it looked like Sky Of Love's book cover.
so i picked it up and realised its from the same author.

then i told myself i hope this book becomes a movie.. and im gonna watch it.

and sure enough..
i was helping soap check movie timings..
i saw it.

DAMN SHOCKED.

DeJa Vu.
lol.

Orchard ION.

massive building with HUGE brandings.

damn alot of big brands man.

i walked pass it today..

while shopping alone for my books.
and i saw a big crowd.

heard from my memories that Kobe Bryant is coming down (cos of endorsement by Nike) thats why everybody's like crowding there to see him.

i guess.


anyways.
it was a good book-shopping trip.
i bought what i needed right now.

but BYE goes my $$$

i think i mentioned this before..

and im gonna mention it again.


《寂寞还是你》 - 萧敬腾


往前走下去，幸运落满地

我还在迟疑，如何能够开心

思念堆成积，活在无助里

我怎么能继续让我 醉到不行


内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

寂寞围绕著我，无能向前进

内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

若你住在我心，一起往前进


往前走下去，漫长无止境

你曾问过我，世上谁最美丽

问题满天星，从此不再停

我怎么能这样让我 为爱失去

蔓延继续



内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

寂寞围绕著我，无能向前进

内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

若你住在我心，一起往前进



内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

寂寞围绕著我，无能向前进

内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

若你住在我心，一起往前进



慢慢向前进

最美最远的你

心





JAM HSIAO'S NEW ALBUM
hoho.

i think i'm gonna shop and see whether singapore has stock already not.

and this song is freaking nice.
if u listen on emo nights =D

OF COURSE.
fight piracy!

BUY ORIGINAL K!

HELLO PEOPLE IM STILL ALIVE.

just nothing to update recently.
hmmm
lets see.

i know already.

RECENTLY MY OFFICE RECRUITED THIS NEW GUY.
AND HE'S CUTE!
hahaha.

he looks like Big bang's Gdragon.
if u know him

anyways he's damn shuai.
*screams*

hahah..
N miss Rods.
KIM HYUN JOONG IS MINEEE.. =D

SHOO*

i think you guys already guessed it.

yea.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM BUM!!
the superstar who's is the same age as me! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..
HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIMM BUMMM!

HAAAAPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

woohoo
well. he wont see this.
but my wishes are there.

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
may he has more and more good works, n earn alot of money come singapore find me!

wahahhaah.
OKAY CRAZY FANS HERE, PLS IGNORE.

KIM BUM SO CUTE =)

but life really not fair.. people already big star liao.. im still at home surfing net.
IRONY =_=

YOOHOO PEOPLe.


excitedness in the air!!

missy me just bought a new toy.
wahahahha.

I REALLY WANNA SHARE MY EXCITEDNESS AND HAPPINESS!
BELIEVE ME I REALLY DO.

but not until you see the real thing =)


SATURDAY ALL MY KIDS =D

HELLO PEOPLE FOR SURIVIVING HALF A YEAR OF 2009!!

i'm already looking forward to 2010.. how ironic =X

anyways recently i like this song by Jolin..
not the "I DONT WANT A BOYFRIEND~ I NEED A REAL MAN!"

and also not “爱到妥协。。”
its a.. not so radio friendly, not so popular song i guess.


called..
蔡依林 - 你快乐我内伤

来不及爱到平淡

就要告别你狂热的纠缠

我还在享受 爱得提心吊胆

你这个人忽然再与我无关

来不及甘苦共享

我就变成你和她的负担

你要我原谅 我无法抵抗

你却忍不住心花怒放

你的快乐让我内伤

表情细胞已经死亡

所以笑得比哭还难看

我的大方让你释放

你不用像囚犯逃亡

难道爱过我是场苦难

是你火中送炭 我还能怎样

我的自尊快将死亡

只为你不肯假装悲伤

我眼看你洒脱逃亡

眼泪已在你眼中埋葬


yupp. enjoy!

yoohoo.

okay i sound energetic. im not.

just here to announce.. (for some who know and some who dont)

our forever star, Michael Jackson passed away this morning.
due to heart attack i think..

i dont know. anyways its' all over the news. so just go google and read.

im not a big fan of his, but still feel sad over his death though.
talent.

lost already.
guess God wanted him back bah.

haha everybody in my company talking about it.

anyways..

fans of MJ, dont be sad.

there'll be a time where everybody will go..
its just a matter of time.

however, his music and talent will always stay in our hearts =)

that day i went to Kinokuniya..
my favorite hideout place in the whole world.

and i came across Rachel Liang.. 梁文音 if u guys happen to know her.
her bio book.
and after browsing thru few pages..

guess what.
i bought it home.

not because i love her so much.. its just that.
i think her story is touching enough to read and re-read.

here's my favourite song in her album.
it keeps repeating on my playlist.
listen.. and you'll know why i love it =D

最亲爱的。。

WAH PIANG EHHHHH.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!



READ THIS..

The manager of Taiwanese singer Jam Hsiao, Summer Lin, recently described their relationship to be "more than just colleagues".


According to Taiwan reports, love sparks started to fly between Lin and Hsiao after working together for over a year, and the manager has even broke up with a triad leader whom she had dated for 10 years and moved out of their shared apartment. However, it was reported that Lin had already started dating Hsiao and staying over at his place even before officially breaking up with her ex-boyfriend.

Lin, who is currently working in China with Hsiao, said, "My ex-boyfriend is very clear about my schedule. Do you think he can accept it (staying over at Hsiao's)?"

"Being a non-celebrity", Lin declined to talk to media about her breakup but emphasized that "it has nothing to do with him (Hsiao)".

Lin explained that Hsiao is a thoughtful person and has good relationships with his colleagues. He would even call a close female promotional executive his "wife". Being his manager, Lin said she would fall out with Hsiao if he had not treated her any better.

Her ex-boyfriend, however, told reporters that they broke up because he was "unable to give her any promises". He also asked reporters, "If you had a sister, I believe you would not give her hand to 'people like us'." He did not go on to explain if 'people like us' meant the members of the triad.

Though they have broken up, Lin and her ex-boyfriend still run the talent company together and are thus the bosses of Hsiao. They are currently still in close contact and have no plans to split up the business.

Hsiao was unavailable to comment about this rumoured relationship with the "elder sister" who is 13 years his senior.

Lin's father, Lin Guang Ning, also a veteran artiste, said, "According to my experience, if they are really together, I would have sensed it. Moreover if she is dating anyone, she will definitely inform me or her mother but we've not heard from her yet. I'm very open to whom she dates, but I will advise her to be open about it too."

VERY SAD ALREADY.
why he wanna date someone 13years senior then him!
so not fair.
he's from my era!

LOL.
im a crazy fan i know.

but seriously.
this cannot be happening lo..
if everybody do this.. what will happen to girls of my age!?
date someone very junior?

THIS ISNT FAIR =xxxx

bah. im outta here..

iin regards to my previous post.

yes im back. and im back to work already.
although im quite energetic..cant help but feel tired at the second half the day.
and my work scope is expanding. and i have to do alot of reading.

anyways im not gonna talk about my work la.
im as dark as my brother. its true
haha i think it'll take awhile for me to turn back to my usual colour.

BINTAN IS FUN!
never regard going for the retreat even though i really really dint feel like going in the first place..


i went there as an advance party and pianist.
ahah so i dint really get to rest but i did enjoyed myself.

first day there couldnt really take the HEAT cos its freakin hot there man.
alot hotter then singapore. worst then those we had in march.
the hot weather is PHEW.

we took a 2hour ferry from tanah merah ferry terminal to bintan port.
i believe the land that we stepped on isnt really the bintan that everybody went to.. i think its the other side.

but anyways. we saw the very re qing manager from the resort coming to pick us up.
had lunch at the Shangri-la restaurant there.. haha 'shangri-la'.. if u get what i mean.

journey to the resort is about 45mins from the restaurant. so we took a little break on the bus.


THEN. we reach the resort!
FRANKLY SPEAKING.i wasnt really thrilled when i saw the resort.

maybe it isnt what i expected.
and maybe it isnt what we always had in our retreat camps.

we usually have
1)BIG buses to pick us up.
2) shopping areas around the resort/hotel
3) airconditioned lobby
4) lift at the lobby

yea. the resort dont have all these.
we had
1)small and cosy van buses..
2)no shopping area, only town area for us to shop, and it takes us 45mins to get there, 45mins to come back
3)only fan conditioned lobby
4)er. no lift?
hahah

but it was alright because the staff there is really re qing.

omg. they're all so happy and helpful de lo, plus SUPER POLITE.
unlike services in singapore.


anyways..
we had a small meeting before we check in.

and my room sees the SEA
woohoo!

and after we settle our rooms and stuff.
we went to kayak.
hah very fun cos the beach there is damn nice and the sea is CLEAR.
u can totally see your feet and toes when u look down.

and its quite shallow.
after that we had a game of beach volley ball...
LOL.
ok all of us sucked.

second day me and the girls went for a swim in the swimming pool

after 1hr of swim, i was dark already.

then we had to prepare for the other retreat people to come so we didnt really play.
but when we did saw our church brothers and sisters arriving, they're as excited as us.
dint see any tired faces even thou the journey to the retreat is damnnn far.

everybody went down for a walk loh. im so shocked cos i tot they'll be so tired.


anyways i forgot to say.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE RESORT LIKE 1HR AFTER I CHECK IN.
cos its really too pretty ler.

had service in the night and dinner by the sea.
super nice.
like time stopped for us.

third day at bintan was good because we got loads of kaki with us already!
we went snokeling at the island near by and it was a good experience! since i dint swim for so long, and the sea water is so clear, and i've never been on snorkeling trip!
when i jump into the water..
CAN SEE CORALS! but veryy sad, cos most of the corals there died already.
but its still a goood experience.

u can never imagine that kinda feeeling when u look under u and see loads of things.. until u experience it.

corals, clown fish, sea urchins, school of fishes.
its damnnn nice.

and that made me darkER.

haha.
4th day at bintan.
after breakfast and service we went to play water sports.
BANANA BOAT, flying fish, big mable, kayak again.

although it rained abit, but the sun came out soon after.

i had a cut on my leg and 3 purplish blue-black on my left foot.
so now im considered a half-handicapper.
haha i cant walk properly cos my wound haven heal, and the cut is on the palm of my legs.


at night we got dinner by the beach..
super cool la.
like beach party sia.
and got people BBQ for us.

and then the very nice manager bought us fireworks and gave us a mini suprise by puttiing fireworks.
OMG I TELL U.

damn touching la.
haha u see and hear fireworks RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES.
although cant be compared to national day.. but its still fantastic.

and i think the manager paid the fireworks loh. not sponsored de.



AND! the food there is damnn good.
im shocked also.

our camp leader songyang say is he ask them to cook one.. like he provided the 'menu' for them. and they really cooked it.

he'll go back to check the resort, then feed back to them what should be changed.
i think the people there really did a good job man.

the food is damn good esp the steam egg and rendang.
wah im hungry already lahhh.


AND THEN!
my kakis went to put fireworks at the beach at night!
its damnnn nice!

and very fun cos we'll never get to put fireworks here in singapore.
hahaha.

and OMG the NIGHT THERE IS DAMNNNNNNNNN NICEE PLS!
THE STARS THERE ARE LIKE TRIPLE THE TIMES WE HAVE IN SINGAPORE LAAH.
the whole sky is full of stars like u can reach out your hand and touch them
wahpiang.

THE BEST PART IS WHEN EVERYBODY IS HUNGRY AT NIGHT!
and we all ate maggie mee in my room and watch tv together
hahaha. BLISS.

although we're all very tired, but really happy.


AIYA TOO MANY THINGS TO SAY.
all in all, BINTAN IS A REAL GOOD PLACE TO RELAX AND ENJOY,its a bonus when u have all your good friend around.


and bintan makes me slow down my pace of life.
when i came back to singapore.
suddenly time ran very fast..

the time in office really flew loh.

even when im listening to "sorry sorry"..
i feel the song is soo fast!

hahah I LOVE BINTAN!
even though im very tanned. =X LOL.

I DONT WANNA COME BACK ALREADY!

YOOOHOOOO! im backk. wahaha.

and im as dark as my brother.
the thing is i never went to tan.. i just went for a swim and some sea sports.
and im blogging in my company.

haha update soon. my boss will kill me if he sees this.


anyways. i 'upgrade' from a dataentry girl to consultant. so now i have to answer phones calls..

God is GOOOOOOOD all the time =D

ee im scared but thrilled.
hahaha. sorry. im crazy.
BYE

HELLO PEOPLE.

im just here to announce that i'll be gone for 5 days!
dont miss me!

if u miss me u can go listen to this super addictive song by SUPER JUNOIR called SORRY SORRY.

my hangeul colleague played it in the office this afternoon and i was stun.
cos i know that song. he usually played quite old korean songs.

ahah and i think. listening to this song in the morning gives me more energy, and to walk faster to run for the train
hahaha.

ENJOY AND MISS ME!



SORRY SORRY LYRICS [ROM.]

Chorus:

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

Naega naega naega munjuh

Nehgae nehgae nehgae bbajuh bbajuh bbajuh party baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Noonee booshuh booshuh booshuh

Soomee makhyuh makhyuh makhyuh

Naega micheo micheo baby



Baraboneun noonbit sokeh

Noonbit sokkeh naneun machi

Naneun micheo mwuheh holin nom

Eejen busuhnajido mothae

Guluhohneun nuheh moseup

Nuheh moseup nuhnen machi

Nae shimjangeul balbgo watnabwah

Eejen busuhnajido mothae



Uhdeel gana dangdanghageh

Ootneun nuhneun maeryukjuk

Chakhan yeoja ilshikeeran

Saenggakdeuleun bopyunjuk

Dohdohageh guhchim ubgae

Jungmahl nuhneun hwansangjuk

Dohleekeel soo ubseulmankeum

Naegae bbajuh buhryuseo



Repeat Chorus



Hey girl girl girl girl girl girl girl

Noonmanddeumyun ni saenggak Hey girl

Janakkehnah sashil nuh hana bakeh ahnboyuh

Mahlhaebwah ni mameh naega

Mahlhaebwah jari jabatneunji

Mahlhaejo naegeh mahlhaejo

Naneun babo babo babo



Joobyun saramdeuleun malhhae

Naega nuhmoo jukgeukjuk

Ee saesahngeh geurun saram

Uhdee handooleenyahgo

Geuguhl molla geunyuhl molla

Shigihamyuh haneun mahl

Naegae boorupdamyun geugun

Geudaedeulee geeneun guh



Repeat Chorus

Lets dance dance dance dance (x3)



Hey eejen geuman naegae wahjooleh

Jungmahl michil gutman gatah yeah

Nan neoman saranghago shippo

Juhldeh dashi hanoon pahl saenggak ubseo hey



Aeineerakiboda chingookateun

Naega dwehgo shippeo

Neoeh modeun gomin seulpeum

Hahmkkeh ganjeekhagopa

Dashi ubseul mankeum mankeum

Nuhruhl nuhmoo saranghae

Naega bahran saram niga baro geu

that that that girl



*Repeat Chorus



========================================



SORRY SORRY [ TRANSLATION ]



Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

I I I first

For you for you for you I fell

fell fell fallen baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Eyes are blinding blinding blinding

Breathe is stifled stifled stifled

Im going crazy crazy baby



[Siwon] Inside the glaze that stares back at me

Inside the glaze its as if Im

As if Im a guy bewitched bye something

I cant even escape it now



[Hankyung] The way you look when you walk over

The way you look its as if

You came and stepped on my heart on the way

I cant even escape it now



[Ryeowook] Wherever you go you confidently

Smile, your attractiveness



[Sungmin] A rare beauty and a good girl

Universally thought of



[Ryeowook] Proudly, without stopping

Youre really like a fantasy



[Sungmin] So much that people cant change their mind about it

Ive fallen for you



Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

I I I first

For you for you for you I fell

fell fell fallen baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Eyes are blinding blinding blinding

Breathe is stifled stifled stifled

Im going crazy crazy baby

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan

Ddanddan ddanddada dda

Ive fallen baby

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara



[Donghae] Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl i

When I open my eyes I think of you Hey girl

Asleep or awake, the truth is I can only see you



[Kangin] Tell me in your heart I

Tell me did I get a spot

Tell me tell me please

Im stupid stupid stupid



[Ryeowook] People in my surroundings tell me

Im too aggressive



[Eunhyuk] In this world that sort of person

Not as though there are only one or two of them



[Ryeowook] You dont know you dont know her

Words that they say in jealousy



[Eunhyuk] If youre jealous of me

Then they are going to lose



Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

I I I first

For you for you for you I fell

fell fell fallen baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Eyes are blinding blinding blinding

Breathe is stifled stifled stifled

Im going crazy crazy baby

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan

Ddanddan ddanddada dda

Ive fallen baby

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara



Lets dance dance dance dance

Lets dance dance dance dance

Lets dance dance dance dance

dance dance



[Yesung] Hey will you come to me now

I feel like going to really go crazy yeah



[Kyuhyun] I want to only love you

I will never think of looking at anyone else hey



[Eeteuk] Rather than a lover, a friend

Is what Id rather like to be



All of your thoughts and sadness

I want to keep



[Eeteuk] As if as if you might not exist

I love you so much

The person that I expect is you

that that that girl



Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

I I I first

For you for you for you I fell

fell fell fallen baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Eyes are blinding blinding blinding

Breathe is stifled stifled stifled

Im going crazy crazy baby



although i dono what they singing. but its addictive.

hahaha.



I REALISE I LIKE SONGS WITH 'SORRY' AND 'APOLOGISE"
LOL.
OK BYE!

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