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my life

2010-03-27T10:42:00.000-07:00

someone told me that i dint update for very long..
ahaha and sure it is.
i am so busy i had no time at all..
school, church and friends is everything =D

but im enjoying, just not enjoying the school work!!

Oh well..
2010 has been pretty fun..
school's busy, performances coming up..
fellowship people is more regular..
family's happy..
what more can i ask for?
Thank God i have everything =)

ABOUT LIFE:
3 months into the year and im glad im gonna accomplish something big.
finishing school at such a age forces me to grow up on my own and work hard for things that i want in life..
even though i still do not know what i want but its definitely what i love doing..

About Church:
i just realise that my church friends is very important to me..
suddenly.
even though we only meet twice a week, but they're like a family to me.
without me, my life wouldnt be so great..
even though we dont meet each other so often.. and we're all busy.
but we know we have each other in our hearts.
and its great to have a group of friends just coming out, not talking about work/school. and just having fun at anything, even if its just so minor.
like today we were playing "Concentration" in church.. even if its such a small and childish game to some, we had fun.
we really did. not like funny kind of fun, its really fun from deep down..
and we have a new friend.. its quite obvious she wasnt so enjoying herself.

then i conclude that, we really love each other's company.
without each other.. we'll feel really weird.
i love my church people. they're like my own brothers/sisters. each and everyone of them.

about School:

pretty busy..
like i said.. we have performances coming up.. 6th april. pls drop by if you're free (and if you're reading this) haha.
film collaboration.. film composing.
alot of film stuff and NO TIME TO DO!
seriously!
our deadline is really crazy. 2 weeks 2 proj. crazy can.
really DEADline.

no music, DIE.
got music but not so good.. ALSO DIE!
overall. DIE.

but seriously i enjoy level 3 more then any other level.. even though maybe Foundation year still rulez, but level 3 is funn.
esp when we mix with different departments and know people like tuan and lynn and ros.. and aloy.
funn and crazy peeps.
i met more people then ever..
and more collab then ever...

fun. but its all gonna end. im damn emo nowwww.

so.. thats kinda my update.. will do it again once i have the time.
SEE YOU PEOPLE +)))

2009-12-26T07:14:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

time passes so quickly its the end of the year again..
its time to re-do new year resolutions for the new year n also check on ourselves whether we met our resolutions we set for ourselves this year!

so sorry for those people who kept check back on my blogg.
im simply too busy..
dont even have time to sleep lorh.

and now i have time..
cos im sick. =x

what a time to get sick.
but never mind.. at least got time to catch up on my sleeeps.
=D

love christmas this year..
cos i get to spend with people i love. and more loves when i see lasalle people on a christmas day, other then my church friends! =)
although the pressies werent so much.. but i felt a different kind of love =)

as you know ive been working hard in sf to make things work..
and indeed.. i feel that everybody's more bonded.
but of course it wasnt my own efforts.. my comm members also put in alot of effort.

thank God and thank them.

Christmas is the season of giving.. have you given your love out yet?

HAHAH i seriously dont know whats the point of this post but at least you guys know i wasnt dead.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND BLESSED 2010!!

2009-11-24T09:46:00.000-08:00

i am back, alive and sick.

the battle is over, not sure whether it's won or not..
but at least im glad its over..

i missed the golden hour of posting my pre-bdae thoughts.
so here's the belated one..

19 years of my life..
ive been thru the good and bad times.
but its through those times.. that made me who i am today.

there's so many people i wanna thank..

to my bestfriends,bestest guy and girlfriends.. from kindergarden,primary school,secondary school, lasalle..
thanks for accepting me for who i am, and never tried to change that. given me more then i ever wanted and asked for, thanks and more thanks.
your friendship really mean alot, if you haven realise.

for those who crossed my life, and left footsteps... thankyou. if not for you, whoever you are, i wouldnt know who really stayed by myside.
knowing that i existed once, in your life is sufficient to make me prove to myself that i wasnt alone and i did change your life, in anyways.

To my family.. i love you, and just so you know. im gonna emphasis again.. i love you all.
even though sometimes i dont show it.. i know i love you, and u all love me alot.
thanks for giving me the best u could ever afford for me, loving me even though i was un-lovable sometimes..give me the strength and support that i needed at times, in fact, most times. thanks for being my pillar of strength when im quite left alone out there in the world.. to papa mama and korkor. thanks for being there =)

to my colleagues.. thanks for appearing and bringing fun and laughter to my working life.
i know working life sucks. and if not without all of you.. i dont think i can survive till today with a joy in my heart when it comes to work.

to my Creator, Lord God Jesus Christ. thanks for loving me even before i was made.. choosing me even before i was created.. give me the best, life and experience, that i could ever asked for. guiding me when the dark clouds are here.. empowering me with more faith each time im about to stumble.

to all of you reading this..
i love you all.

welcome to adulthood.. and i will really miss my teenage years..

its time to experience more. .and grow up!

LOVES!

2009-10-31T05:37:00.000-07:00

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice
From what i've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice
I think i know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice is also great
And would Suffice.

Robert Frost
-Eclipse.

im back to reading.
yay.

2009-10-21T09:52:00.000-07:00

hi people i'm back..

yes i know. i've been missing forever.
thats cos i've been rushing proj,proj, proj and not getting enough sleep.
like i mentioned in the previous post.. i sleep for an average of 4 hours every day...
and till now.
it's been alomost 2 months.
feel like shit.. but yeah. thats the way it is.

you might say.. there's still weekends.
BUT NO.
haha sometimes i have meetings on saturdays and sundays.. or rehearsals.
and i have church.

i love church. and i appreciate it more now since i alway miss them cos of stupid reasons.
but i'm still loving what im doing.

today we manage to rush out the final mix for the director..
after days of not sleeping..
we did it.
got approved.
u dont know the joy and relieve we felt in our hearts..

last sat we're suppose to hand up the 1st mix to the director.
i worked on it from thursday till fri, and went to school despite only sleeping for 1hr plus.
then.. hangout with my friends, and went home to work on the same piece (since some music parts were still missing from my friend's side.)
i worked until 5am the next day..
and i woke up at 1130am on sat to go for meeting.

cool right.
my life is so busy.

haha. just now i was still telling my sound guy how i lost all the sleep cos of the film and all the other stuff.
and i told him what happen last thurs.. and he was so shocked.
he said "why u still look so fresh on saturday?!"

and then said i could join the army since i can 'tong' so many days without sleep.

hahaha.
sorry i've thought about it but no thanks.
i rather do music now.
haha.

alright.
film's done.
now back to school work!

more things to be shot down and i need to stay strong!

2009-09-30T11:47:00.000-07:00

my friend just asked me what am i gonna do on my birthday..

and guess what i told him?

im gonna sleep.

seriously. i need sleep. and would kill for a darn good one now.
really needed to replenish myself but it never happens.
and here i am again..3am in the morning typing rubbish.

i was woken up by the "dong dong dong!" on msn when my friend replied me.
i fell asleep.

and i fell asleep at the tanah merah bus stop just now while trying to wait for brother to come..
fell asleep standing somemore.
damn cool right.

im so damn ridiculously scary.

hahahha.

anyways no need to wish me,
my birthday is 2mths away.

and

HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY!

im enjoying my life now.. as im struggling to stay awake =)

2009-09-29T10:41:00.000-07:00

i think im just being emotional now cos i am listening to emo songs..
and also looking at my convocation photos.

time really flies..
and its really just another few months where we'll all split and find our own directions in life..
and its really very fast that i got a diploma already.

i dont know what i wanna do in life.
and i felt lost.

but im happy that i've meet great people in this new year.. that i dont feel that im alone anymore.
thru these 3 years, really saw alot, experienced alot.
and i thank God for each and everyone of them, and each and every moment..

i really treasure those times alot.. and i will keep it deep in my memories =)

OKAY. pardon me.
i think its because im looking at my convocation photos and listening to korean emo songs..

anyways my recent addiction.

EVANESCENCE..

"Forgive Me"

Can you forgive me again?

I don't know what I said

But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out

I felt that I would die

It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me

You're not shouting anymore

You're silently broken

I'd give anything now

to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."

But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me

Somehow I'll make you see

How happy you make me

I can't live this life

Without you by my side

I need you to survive

So stay with me

You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again

You're my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you

FAV SONG ON MY PLAYLIST.

2009-09-24T00:01:00.000-07:00

i feel emotional so i wanna share stuff.

ahaha okay im not emotional.. just felt v blessed.

recently my life have been going thru a big roller coaster..
not only because of school. but also because the people i met and loved.
just suddenly school seemed fun with you people whom ive only known for 2 months plus.. and you showed me a different side to everything.

just as being emotional isnt being helpful to my already busy schedule..
im glad that i have loads of friends there to help me get thru it.
im truely elated and really appreciative that they appeared before me..
before i knew it..
i already gotten thru most rain and thunders.
half the battle won with a happy heart =]

although there're more to come in the next term, semester, future.

i hope that all of them are there with me to brave the storm and embrace whatever that came.
im happy that im loved.

thankyou friends, u know i love u all too =)

*now playing- Sober by Kelly Clarkson

And I don't know

This could break my heart or save me

Nothing's real

Until you let go completely

So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving

So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I'm still sober

Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

And I don't know

I could crash and burn but maybe

At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me

Three months and I'm still breathing

Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in

But I know it's never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I'm still standing here

Three months and I'm getting better yeah

Three months yeah, three months are hard

Three months and I'm still breathing

Three months and I still remember it

Three months I wake up

Three months and I'm still sober

Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

2009-09-20T08:52:00.000-07:00

hello people im back.
AND ALIVE.

got people complain i never update so im back to update.

my life's been crazy.
but fun.
and exciting.
and full of surprises.
lol

but all in all. IM SUPER DUPER BUSY but having fun.

lets see whats going on recently..

met some cool new friends in school.. and that made my life in lasalle kinda happier and crazier..
and school is uber busy. proj,presentations,writings,emsembles. THESIS.
i think the work load now is 3 times of foundation + level 1 and level 2 add together.

i think i never done so much work in school before.
and we're only 7 weeks into the semester.

BUT.
its fun with fun friends around.
so im actually not grump-ling.

AND i think i slept less then 20 hours this week..
mon-thurs.. 3hrs each day.
u all go multiply. i lazy to count.

dont u think im superwoman+iron lady?
hahaha.

YOU SEE ARH.

if you take a normal person's sleeping time.. ie. 8hours aday.

8hrs X 5 days = 40hours of sleeping time

but i slept less then 20HOURS.
which is less then 4 hrs days.

SHIOK.
LOL

so im actually SUPER-IRON-ELIM.
eee. sounds v weird.

im not made of metal pls.

but actually.
this week is no fun at all..
its like im awake but im not.
then constantly wanna sleep. anywhere and everywhere.

on thursday was the worst cos i already had not enough sleep.. but i still have to stay up cause i need to hand in my thesis's draft on friday.

so i had to stay up.
and i MSN until i fall asleep which doesnt usually happen.
haha.

then i suspect i got insomnia.cos i'll sleep at wake up every.. 45mins?
very bad.
so i look like a zombie each and everyday.

i think they should recruit me to join the TWILIGHT crew.
i can be Edwards' little sister or smth

haha.

OKAY anywways.
i think i got my life back by sleeping alot this two days.
which is not enough.
but still.. SLEEP.

dont wanna get out of bed lah.. wahpiang.
u know the situation is like in primary 2. when we just started to go for morning sessions..
then have to wake up at timings like 6am in the morning?

YEA exactly same situation.
throw tantrum.
then keep using blanket to cover.
then snooze the brain for 5mins then mum will scream at the top of her voice to wake u up again.
HAHA, maybe not so exaggerating but then.. u get the idea.

anyways. i think and hope that i'll be alive this week before i start to get busy again and come back here to blog tell u guys that im alive and by that time. i think is 2010 already.

LOL.

okay ive done my job. so u kknow im alive.

oh i wanna tell u all one thing,
i think my brother is damn funny.

cos we have 2 laptops now.. and so he's using my old windows one.
and he was playing this damn noisy trance music which i cant stand.. so i ask him to change.
cos at the same time i was listening to Kelly Clarkson.
so it kinda clashes.
damn noisy i ttell u.

then he tell me "then what u want me to listen to? DIsney?"

but acutally he always listen to Disney..and he even ask me to help him find those Compilations of Disney songs so he can buy and listen =_=

and suddenly he was playing this..

Lion King "i just cant wait to be King"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXs8OS6EdAE&feature=PlayList&p=F1A2848A0AAA4AD3&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=1

Hakuna Matata..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXs8OS6EdAE&feature=PlayList&p=F1A2848A0AAA4AD3&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=1

Tarzan "You'll be in my heart"

HE DAMN KID lah.
but he's my brother.
hahahha.

but.. those songs are really memories.

he can still tell me "you know that Lion King's sound track is like top 10?"

LOL..

oh man he's listening to Savage Garden now.
wow.

TRANCE~

okay imma write my song now.. see u guys.
thanks for reading this rubbish update which i dono what i was typing.

LOVE~

OH HAPPY 20092009.

the date today la.. U SLOW~~

2009-08-15T09:23:00.000-07:00

THE POSTER FOR NEW MOON.
its coming out in 3rd of December.. WHY!?
its' coming out on 20th Nov in other countries lah. so not fair man.
i really do wanna watch it on my bdae de.
=X
humph.

but anyways.. i dont really like this version of the poster la.. i dono why.
maybe its nice cos it fits the theme of 'NEW MOON'.. like orangy, scary, mysterious kinda thing.. but i dont really like it..

if i had to choose i'll definitely still prefer this..

duh. its my favourite still.
and its my phone's wallpaper.
i think it's really a good shot.. and its really nice and emo and mysterious.

but obviously at a commercialised point of view.. they have to get really "nice" and "memorable" poster to catch people's eyes..

so if i really really have no choice..
i'll choose this...

yes.
but then again..
WHY 3RD OF DECEMBER!

its still not fair =X

ON ANOTHER NOTE.

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE SONG OF THE MOMENT.

我不會愛
詞：鄔裕康／曲：KIM, SEOK JIN ／導演：徐筠軒

習慣了你的重量

溫柔的壓在手上現在卻不得不放

習慣了你的味道

漂浮在我的肩膀想到從前我們都笑了都哭了

最後一次一起分享月光隔著一只行李箱

我知道忍痛退讓只為了一絲微笑

我不會愛

擁抱總是太淺太慢甜蜜常常少說一段

用心再深看不出來

當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖

兩人的幸福變成三人擁擠不堪

我試著填滿心卻一再少一塊

就算我對你的愛

深的像一片海重的我放不開

親愛的我想我不會愛

如果時間可以抵銷感傷我願意無限制的燃燒

只要你的今後永遠一臉微笑

我不會愛

擁抱總是太淺太慢甜蜜常常少說一段

用心再深看不出來

當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖

兩人的幸福變成三人擁擠不堪

我試著填滿心卻一再少一塊

就算我對你的愛

深的像一片海重的我放不開

真的我真的不會愛

愛是燒痛我雙手的煙火

卻也為你燦爛了黑夜

愛

擁抱總是太慢甜蜜常常少說了一段

我用心再深看不出來

當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖

除了好好祝福我能怎麼辦

對你的愛

就算像一片海重的我放不開

親愛的我真的不會愛

i really like the portray of this song in this mv.
like.. the scenery, storyline etc.
really nice.
except why all his popular MV must find angmoh girls ah.
i dont understand leh..
in his previous MV also.. "BLUES"
also angmoh vampires.
weird.

but i really like this song and the MV.
trying to remember the lyrics cos i think quite meaningful and v touching.
learning how to sing isnt my fote.. i'll leave it to XJT to do it.

i'll just use my ears and heart to listen.
haha. ENJOY.
=) have a grrrreat week!

2009-08-09T09:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

OH MY GOD?
u know this year's National Day is DAMNN AWESOME?!
its like.. the storyline, the plot, the scenes,the music, even the performers really ROCK.

its the first time i think National Day Parade is so nice!
last time all the others are really like.. normal march-in, then inspect the soldiers and then got all the HUA CHE (flower car?hahaha)

BUT THIS YEAR IS REALLY NICE!

and its really a big change from the normal parade.
using Pledge as the THEME and storyline..damn clever.

the in-charge and director must be some artistic person.muahahah.

the first time i sing the songs and national anthem and say the pledge infront of the tv on National Day la..
see how huge the impact is..

but one sad thing (erm two actually) is..
i wasnt at the PLACE =x it'll be really cool to watch it at the floating platform.

and!
i dint get to catch the fireworks! although i watched it on tv.

oh wells, its not at the national stadium anymore thats why.
last time i can see fireworks from my house man.
totally.

AND! POINT IS..

i saw alot of familiar faces on tv!

Gayle Nirva, Lim Shengmiao (pipa player).. Riduan.
WOO.

and even Sezairi on Singapore Idol.

COOLNESS!

hahahha.

OKAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

2009-08-03T10:07:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL.

funfunfunfunfun.
stressstressstressstresss..

examexamexam...

LOADS OF THINGS TO DO.

OH MY GOD!

i haven found a BBQ pit for this saturday la OMG.

first day of school.. i was nearly late OMG.

ANYWAYS.
even though school's fun on the first day (prob with the huge decrease in numbers of classmates)..

IM FEELING THE HEAT, AND STRESS ALREADY.

PROJECTSPROJECTSPROJECTS.

WORKSHOP
WORKSHOP..
WORKSHOP!!

DAMN.

and im working =XXX

ARGH.

i think i'll die someday of tiredness.

AND
.
.
.
.

DISSERTATION.

OHMYGAWD.

superwoman isnt that super at all...

sorry. i just came here to rant.

anyways i kinda like my new film teacher..

other than the fact that she's from the famous Berkeley uni, she plays for Stephanie Sun, Ah Mei, she does film music for some tv station..is rather pretty.. I THINK SHE'S RATHER NICE. and funny.

IDOL!

2009-08-02T09:24:00.000-07:00

i randomly typed SS501 into youtube's search cos i'ven been hearing from them lately except the trip down to taiwan.

HUH. i really envious of the fan, the workers, zhu chi ren, xiao zhu xiao gui, company people.. everybody at TW laaaa.

they can see them in person, SO NOT FAIR.

anyways..
a short clip of them eating on one of the programs.

THE LAST PART WHERE THEY PLAY SCISSORS PAPER STONE TO SEE WHO EAT THE CHOU-DOU-FU IS DAMN CUTE.

like really BOYS.
hahaha.

okay SS501 FOREVER!

KIN HYUN JOONG IS MINEEE! =D

2009-07-31T11:02:00.000-07:00

that day i was at Heeren and i walked pass this shop..

and i was shocked to see the singer..
cos they're BY2.

and the song is nice de!

haha i found the song =X

我知道-BY2

作词:于萱作曲:于萱

从来没想过不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂

一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过

AND.

XIAO ZHU'S BIRTHDAY PARTY ON YULE IS SUPER FUNNIE LAAA

A BIG happy belated 30th birthday to XIAO ZHUUU.!

xiao gui is damn funny..
hahahaha.

WHY WHY LOVE IS SO NICE!!
and MING ZHONG ZHU DING IS GONNA PLAY AGAIN!!
YAY!

even though ive already watched it for 3 times already.
HOHO.

okay sorry.
im just bored.
ENJOY THE SONG!

从来没想过不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过娇纵以为你会懂

一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头

我多希望你还在我左右

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

答应你我会好好过

不让这些眼泪白流

2009-07-30T09:29:00.000-07:00

IM SO TIRED.

i try not to be.
but i've been sleeping at 2am and waking up at 7plus just to go do my stuff.

AND IM WORKING NOW.
it says 1230am on my computer clock.

and Jolin's song is playing on iTunes.

im working at this freaking hour!

and im sooo glad im back in school.
its a damn good feeling.

i dono. i just feel i've grown already since im already at the last level of my studies.. alot of catching up to do.

BUT IM DAMNNNN BUSY.

i have work, ive got exam to prepare. ive got church.
damn.

BUSY LIFE.

2009-07-27T08:58:00.000-07:00

i have something to announce.

NEW ALBUM TO MY COLLECTION.
HOHO.

王妃

you know..

i was really in a bad mood these few days..
and shopping really did cheer me up.

i know its a bad habit.

but too bad. its me.

haha.

and sorry urlele..

蕭敬騰's new album doesnt sound v china-sounding lehh.as you expected

it sounds rather fresh.. rock, pop and r&b. =D
and i really think his voice got refined abit lah.

comparing to the previous album. that album really is coarse sounding.
hah.

dont know my favourite yet..
but the zhu-da-ge "王妃", "我不會愛" and this new song "green door" written by him.. sounds rather good until now..

as you know. i really like to read the engineer, musicians, producer part, more than the pictures and lyrics (maybe not, since i really like to explore people's lyric writing)..

HAHA PROFESSION-ILLNESS (zhi ye bing) maybe..

Fang Da Tong was one of the producer for one of his song.
suprised suprised.

and.

我不會愛 tune is written by KOREAN hahaha.
sounds koreanish.. but sounds different when sung by a chinese thou =X

and i can see the KTV of this song becoming a hit sooner or later.
like "Forgive me"

AND THEY ALREADY SHOT MVs OF THE SONGS.

omg damn fast la.

i can imagine the marketing people, sales people behind the scenes.
and i can say they're really damn smart to think of such ways to promote his album
haha.

my dream job la.

z.

BUT ANYHOOS.

love his new album.

BUT!

HIS NEW STLYE IS LIKE. SHITTY.
AND SPEECHLESS.

seriously.

WHO THE HELL IN THE WORLD WILL ASK A GUY ARTISTE TO WEAR TIGHTS!?

i dont understand man!?
is it the trend or is that guy weird?!

damn weird pls?!

GREY TIGHTS.

even thou he's my IDOL. but still.. he's human, he's not perfect, and he's manipulated by a team of PEOPLE.

but he should change his stylist la.

TIGHTS. OMG.

i refuse to even flip to that page to see his face.
OH MY GAWD.

but like what i said.

I LOVE HIS MUSIC,
I LOVE HIS ALBUM.

I LOVE MUSIC.

PERIOD =D
MUSIC IS MY LIFE!

2009-07-26T08:40:00.000-07:00

HOHOHO..

MY NEWEST ADDICTION + FANTASY..

NEW MOON

and i just finished the damn book.

DAMN EMO.
but it rocks.. really.

very detailed about the emotions..
MOVIE POSTERS CREATED BY THEIR FANS..

.
.
.
.

.
..
FAVORITE..

=D

I SHALL GO WATCH THE MOVIE SINCE ITS COMING OUT NEAR MY BDAE.
WAHAHHA I WANNA WATCH 20TIMES OF IT I DONT CARE.

hahahaha. damn addicted =X

EDDDdwardd!
and JACOB =)

2009-07-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

just wanna share a little something before i sleep today.
as i was watching YLBFB, i kept thinking when my dreams will come true.

anyways thats not the point.

this afternoon was talking to urlele on the phone cos needa ask her some stuff.
so we're talking about the stuff im going thru.

she was v suprised and was telling me..
(the rough conversation.. i cant exactly remember what)

urlele: 'you're like the big star.. then everybody wants to fry your news huh"
me: "i hope.. if im a big star now.."
urlele: "this sound kinda serious.. when did this happen?"
me: "about a week already.."
urlele: "oh, you sound normal.."
me: "haha emo one week already what u think..? i already SEE THRU THE RED DUST"
urlele :"pi gu, you're like only 19 la.. see thru red dust"

=_=
hahah.

of course i hope to be the Big Star someday..

and i dono whats going thru me.
alot of things is going thru me but im somehow keeping it together.

by distracting myself i think.

but anyways..

the point is..
i wanna say i already SEE THRU THE RED DUST.

HOHO. dont understand?

KAN4 PO4 HONG1 CHEN1

go read a dictionary or something la you.

2009-07-24T09:52:00.000-07:00

you know..

even though Xiao Jing Teng's hair and outfit for his new album is weird.

i still think his voice and music rocks.

he's on Yule Bai Fen bai now..
and i really think his new album will be a hit.

well at least.. i'll buy it.

haha.

and his new album's voice is. like more REFINED.
compared to his first album, which is rather coarse.

hmmm.

but i can see his fans is growing every moment.

haha

XIAO JING TENG ROCKS LA!

I WANT HIS SECOND SIGNATURE!
COME TO SINGAPORE PLS!

2009-07-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

IM SO GONNA WATCH THIS..

remember SKY OF LOVE?
the show that i told everybody to watch.
.....
....

its damn touching la.

...

and then that day i was in Kino looking for books..
i saw this book.
Threads of Destiny.

Jap author. and it looked like Sky Of Love's book cover.
so i picked it up and realised its from the same author.

then i told myself i hope this book becomes a movie.. and im gonna watch it.

and sure enough..
i was helping soap check movie timings..
i saw it.

DAMN SHOCKED.

DeJa Vu.
lol.

2009-07-22T09:30:00.000-07:00

Orchard ION.

massive building with HUGE brandings.

damn alot of big brands man.

i walked pass it today..

while shopping alone for my books.
and i saw a big crowd.

heard from my memories that Kobe Bryant is coming down (cos of endorsement by Nike) thats why everybody's like crowding there to see him.

i guess.

anyways.
it was a good book-shopping trip.
i bought what i needed right now.

but BYE goes my $$$

2009-07-19T09:06:00.000-07:00

i think i mentioned this before..

and im gonna mention it again.

《寂寞还是你》 - 萧敬腾

往前走下去，幸运落满地

我还在迟疑，如何能够开心

思念堆成积，活在无助里

我怎么能继续让我醉到不行

内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

寂寞围绕著我，无能向前进

内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

若你住在我心，一起往前进

往前走下去，漫长无止境

你曾问过我，世上谁最美丽

问题满天星，从此不再停

我怎么能这样让我为爱失去

蔓延继续

内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

寂寞围绕著我，无能向前进

内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

若你住在我心，一起往前进

内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

寂寞围绕著我，无能向前进

内心的世界里，是寂寞还是你

若你住在我心，一起往前进

慢慢向前进

最美最远的你

心

JAM HSIAO'S NEW ALBUM
hoho.

i think i'm gonna shop and see whether singapore has stock already not.

and this song is freaking nice.
if u listen on emo nights =D

OF COURSE.
fight piracy!

BUY ORIGINAL K!

2009-07-15T10:09:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE IM STILL ALIVE.

just nothing to update recently.
hmmm
lets see.

i know already.

RECENTLY MY OFFICE RECRUITED THIS NEW GUY.
AND HE'S CUTE!
hahaha.

he looks like Big bang's Gdragon.
if u know him

anyways he's damn shuai.
*screams*

hahah..
N miss Rods.
KIM HYUN JOONG IS MINEEE.. =D

SHOO*

2009-07-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

i think you guys already guessed it.

yea.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM BUM!!
the superstar who's is the same age as me! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..
HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIMM BUMMM!

HAAAAPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

woohoo
well. he wont see this.
but my wishes are there.

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
may he has more and more good works, n earn alot of money come singapore find me!

wahahhaah.
OKAY CRAZY FANS HERE, PLS IGNORE.

KIM BUM SO CUTE =)

but life really not fair.. people already big star liao.. im still at home surfing net.
IRONY =_=

2009-07-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

YOOHOO PEOPLe.

excitedness in the air!!

missy me just bought a new toy.
wahahahha.

I REALLY WANNA SHARE MY EXCITEDNESS AND HAPPINESS!
BELIEVE ME I REALLY DO.

but not until you see the real thing =)

SATURDAY ALL MY KIDS =D

2009-07-02T09:10:00.001-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE FOR SURIVIVING HALF A YEAR OF 2009!!

i'm already looking forward to 2010.. how ironic =X

anyways recently i like this song by Jolin..
not the "I DONT WANT A BOYFRIEND~ I NEED A REAL MAN!"

and also not “爱到妥协。。”
its a.. not so radio friendly, not so popular song i guess.

called..
蔡依林 - 你快乐我内伤

来不及爱到平淡

就要告别你狂热的纠缠

我还在享受爱得提心吊胆

你这个人忽然再与我无关

来不及甘苦共享

我就变成你和她的负担

你要我原谅我无法抵抗

你却忍不住心花怒放

你的快乐让我内伤

表情细胞已经死亡

所以笑得比哭还难看

我的大方让你释放

你不用像囚犯逃亡

难道爱过我是场苦难

是你火中送炭我还能怎样

我的自尊快将死亡

只为你不肯假装悲伤

我眼看你洒脱逃亡

眼泪已在你眼中埋葬

yupp. enjoy!

2009-06-25T18:20:00.000-07:00

yoohoo.

okay i sound energetic. im not.

just here to announce.. (for some who know and some who dont)

our forever star, Michael Jackson passed away this morning.
due to heart attack i think..

i dont know. anyways its' all over the news. so just go google and read.

im not a big fan of his, but still feel sad over his death though.
talent.

lost already.
guess God wanted him back bah.

haha everybody in my company talking about it.

anyways..

fans of MJ, dont be sad.

there'll be a time where everybody will go..
its just a matter of time.

however, his music and talent will always stay in our hearts =)

2009-06-22T09:25:00.000-07:00

that day i went to Kinokuniya..
my favorite hideout place in the whole world.

and i came across Rachel Liang.. 梁文音 if u guys happen to know her.
her bio book.
and after browsing thru few pages..

guess what.
i bought it home.

not because i love her so much.. its just that.
i think her story is touching enough to read and re-read.

here's my favourite song in her album.
it keeps repeating on my playlist.
listen.. and you'll know why i love it =D

最亲爱的。。

2009-06-17T23:53:00.000-07:00

WAH PIANG EHHHHH.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!

READ THIS..

The manager of Taiwanese singer Jam Hsiao, Summer Lin, recently described their relationship to be "more than just colleagues".

According to Taiwan reports, love sparks started to fly between Lin and Hsiao after working together for over a year, and the manager has even broke up with a triad leader whom she had dated for 10 years and moved out of their shared apartment. However, it was reported that Lin had already started dating Hsiao and staying over at his place even before officially breaking up with her ex-boyfriend.

Lin, who is currently working in China with Hsiao, said, "My ex-boyfriend is very clear about my schedule. Do you think he can accept it (staying over at Hsiao's)?"

"Being a non-celebrity", Lin declined to talk to media about her breakup but emphasized that "it has nothing to do with him (Hsiao)".

Lin explained that Hsiao is a thoughtful person and has good relationships with his colleagues. He would even call a close female promotional executive his "wife". Being his manager, Lin said she would fall out with Hsiao if he had not treated her any better.

Her ex-boyfriend, however, told reporters that they broke up because he was "unable to give her any promises". He also asked reporters, "If you had a sister, I believe you would not give her hand to 'people like us'." He did not go on to explain if 'people like us' meant the members of the triad.

Though they have broken up, Lin and her ex-boyfriend still run the talent company together and are thus the bosses of Hsiao. They are currently still in close contact and have no plans to split up the business.

Hsiao was unavailable to comment about this rumoured relationship with the "elder sister" who is 13 years his senior.

Lin's father, Lin Guang Ning, also a veteran artiste, said, "According to my experience, if they are really together, I would have sensed it. Moreover if she is dating anyone, she will definitely inform me or her mother but we've not heard from her yet. I'm very open to whom she dates, but I will advise her to be open about it too."

VERY SAD ALREADY.
why he wanna date someone 13years senior then him!
so not fair.
he's from my era!

LOL.
im a crazy fan i know.

but seriously.
this cannot be happening lo..
if everybody do this.. what will happen to girls of my age!?
date someone very junior?

THIS ISNT FAIR =xxxx

bah. im outta here..

2009-06-16T09:43:00.000-07:00

iin regards to my previous post.

yes im back. and im back to work already.
although im quite energetic..cant help but feel tired at the second half the day.
and my work scope is expanding. and i have to do alot of reading.

anyways im not gonna talk about my work la.
im as dark as my brother. its true
haha i think it'll take awhile for me to turn back to my usual colour.

BINTAN IS FUN!
never regard going for the retreat even though i really really dint feel like going in the first place..

i went there as an advance party and pianist.
ahah so i dint really get to rest but i did enjoyed myself.

first day there couldnt really take the HEAT cos its freakin hot there man.
alot hotter then singapore. worst then those we had in march.
the hot weather is PHEW.

we took a 2hour ferry from tanah merah ferry terminal to bintan port.
i believe the land that we stepped on isnt really the bintan that everybody went to.. i think its the other side.

but anyways. we saw the very re qing manager from the resort coming to pick us up.
had lunch at the Shangri-la restaurant there.. haha 'shangri-la'.. if u get what i mean.

journey to the resort is about 45mins from the restaurant. so we took a little break on the bus.

THEN. we reach the resort!
FRANKLY SPEAKING.i wasnt really thrilled when i saw the resort.

maybe it isnt what i expected.
and maybe it isnt what we always had in our retreat camps.

we usually have
1)BIG buses to pick us up.
2) shopping areas around the resort/hotel
3) airconditioned lobby
4) lift at the lobby

yea. the resort dont have all these.
we had
1)small and cosy van buses..
2)no shopping area, only town area for us to shop, and it takes us 45mins to get there, 45mins to come back
3)only fan conditioned lobby
4)er. no lift?
hahah

but it was alright because the staff there is really re qing.

omg. they're all so happy and helpful de lo, plus SUPER POLITE.
unlike services in singapore.

anyways..
we had a small meeting before we check in.

and my room sees the SEA
woohoo!

and after we settle our rooms and stuff.
we went to kayak.
hah very fun cos the beach there is damn nice and the sea is CLEAR.
u can totally see your feet and toes when u look down.

and its quite shallow.
after that we had a game of beach volley ball...
LOL.
ok all of us sucked.

second day me and the girls went for a swim in the swimming pool

after 1hr of swim, i was dark already.

then we had to prepare for the other retreat people to come so we didnt really play.
but when we did saw our church brothers and sisters arriving, they're as excited as us.
dint see any tired faces even thou the journey to the retreat is damnnn far.

everybody went down for a walk loh. im so shocked cos i tot they'll be so tired.

anyways i forgot to say.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE RESORT LIKE 1HR AFTER I CHECK IN.
cos its really too pretty ler.

had service in the night and dinner by the sea.
super nice.
like time stopped for us.

third day at bintan was good because we got loads of kaki with us already!
we went snokeling at the island near by and it was a good experience! since i dint swim for so long, and the sea water is so clear, and i've never been on snorkeling trip!
when i jump into the water..
CAN SEE CORALS! but veryy sad, cos most of the corals there died already.
but its still a goood experience.

u can never imagine that kinda feeeling when u look under u and see loads of things.. until u experience it.

corals, clown fish, sea urchins, school of fishes.
its damnnn nice.

and that made me darkER.

haha.
4th day at bintan.
after breakfast and service we went to play water sports.
BANANA BOAT, flying fish, big mable, kayak again.

although it rained abit, but the sun came out soon after.

i had a cut on my leg and 3 purplish blue-black on my left foot.
so now im considered a half-handicapper.
haha i cant walk properly cos my wound haven heal, and the cut is on the palm of my legs.

at night we got dinner by the beach..
super cool la.
like beach party sia.
and got people BBQ for us.

and then the very nice manager bought us fireworks and gave us a mini suprise by puttiing fireworks.
OMG I TELL U.

damn touching la.
haha u see and hear fireworks RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES.
although cant be compared to national day.. but its still fantastic.

and i think the manager paid the fireworks loh. not sponsored de.

AND! the food there is damnn good.
im shocked also.

our camp leader songyang say is he ask them to cook one.. like he provided the 'menu' for them. and they really cooked it.

he'll go back to check the resort, then feed back to them what should be changed.
i think the people there really did a good job man.

the food is damn good esp the steam egg and rendang.
wah im hungry already lahhh.

AND THEN!
my kakis went to put fireworks at the beach at night!
its damnnn nice!

and very fun cos we'll never get to put fireworks here in singapore.
hahaha.

and OMG the NIGHT THERE IS DAMNNNNNNNNN NICEE PLS!
THE STARS THERE ARE LIKE TRIPLE THE TIMES WE HAVE IN SINGAPORE LAAH.
the whole sky is full of stars like u can reach out your hand and touch them
wahpiang.

THE BEST PART IS WHEN EVERYBODY IS HUNGRY AT NIGHT!
and we all ate maggie mee in my room and watch tv together
hahaha. BLISS.

although we're all very tired, but really happy.

AIYA TOO MANY THINGS TO SAY.
all in all, BINTAN IS A REAL GOOD PLACE TO RELAX AND ENJOY,its a bonus when u have all your good friend around.

and bintan makes me slow down my pace of life.
when i came back to singapore.
suddenly time ran very fast..

the time in office really flew loh.

even when im listening to "sorry sorry"..
i feel the song is soo fast!

hahah I LOVE BINTAN!
even though im very tanned. =X LOL.

I DONT WANNA COME BACK ALREADY!

2009-06-15T18:12:00.000-07:00

YOOOHOOOO! im backk. wahaha.

and im as dark as my brother.
the thing is i never went to tan.. i just went for a swim and some sea sports.
and im blogging in my company.

haha update soon. my boss will kill me if he sees this.

anyways. i 'upgrade' from a dataentry girl to consultant. so now i have to answer phones calls..

God is GOOOOOOOD all the time =D

ee im scared but thrilled.
hahaha. sorry. im crazy.
BYE

2009-06-10T09:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

im just here to announce that i'll be gone for 5 days!
dont miss me!

if u miss me u can go listen to this super addictive song by SUPER JUNOIR called SORRY SORRY.

my hangeul colleague played it in the office this afternoon and i was stun.
cos i know that song. he usually played quite old korean songs.

ahah and i think. listening to this song in the morning gives me more energy, and to walk faster to run for the train
hahaha.

ENJOY AND MISS ME!

SORRY SORRY LYRICS [ROM.]

Chorus:

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

Naega naega naega munjuh

Nehgae nehgae nehgae bbajuh bbajuh bbajuh party baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Noonee booshuh booshuh booshuh

Soomee makhyuh makhyuh makhyuh

Naega micheo micheo baby

Baraboneun noonbit sokeh

Noonbit sokkeh naneun machi

Naneun micheo mwuheh holin nom

Eejen busuhnajido mothae

Guluhohneun nuheh moseup

Nuheh moseup nuhnen machi

Nae shimjangeul balbgo watnabwah

Eejen busuhnajido mothae

Uhdeel gana dangdanghageh

Ootneun nuhneun maeryukjuk

Chakhan yeoja ilshikeeran

Saenggakdeuleun bopyunjuk

Dohdohageh guhchim ubgae

Jungmahl nuhneun hwansangjuk

Dohleekeel soo ubseulmankeum

Naegae bbajuh buhryuseo

Repeat Chorus

Hey girl girl girl girl girl girl girl

Noonmanddeumyun ni saenggak Hey girl

Janakkehnah sashil nuh hana bakeh ahnboyuh

Mahlhaebwah ni mameh naega

Mahlhaebwah jari jabatneunji

Mahlhaejo naegeh mahlhaejo

Naneun babo babo babo

Joobyun saramdeuleun malhhae

Naega nuhmoo jukgeukjuk

Ee saesahngeh geurun saram

Uhdee handooleenyahgo

Geuguhl molla geunyuhl molla

Shigihamyuh haneun mahl

Naegae boorupdamyun geugun

Geudaedeulee geeneun guh

Repeat Chorus

Lets dance dance dance dance (x3)

Hey eejen geuman naegae wahjooleh

Jungmahl michil gutman gatah yeah

Nan neoman saranghago shippo

Juhldeh dashi hanoon pahl saenggak ubseo hey

Aeineerakiboda chingookateun

Naega dwehgo shippeo

Neoeh modeun gomin seulpeum

Hahmkkeh ganjeekhagopa

Dashi ubseul mankeum mankeum

Nuhruhl nuhmoo saranghae

Naega bahran saram niga baro geu

that that that girl

*Repeat Chorus

========================================

SORRY SORRY [ TRANSLATION ]

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

I I I first

For you for you for you I fell

fell fell fallen baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Eyes are blinding blinding blinding

Breathe is stifled stifled stifled

Im going crazy crazy baby

[Siwon] Inside the glaze that stares back at me

Inside the glaze its as if Im

As if Im a guy bewitched bye something

I cant even escape it now

[Hankyung] The way you look when you walk over

The way you look its as if

You came and stepped on my heart on the way

I cant even escape it now

[Ryeowook] Wherever you go you confidently

Smile, your attractiveness

[Sungmin] A rare beauty and a good girl

Universally thought of

[Ryeowook] Proudly, without stopping

Youre really like a fantasy

[Sungmin] So much that people cant change their mind about it

Ive fallen for you

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

I I I first

For you for you for you I fell

fell fell fallen baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Eyes are blinding blinding blinding

Breathe is stifled stifled stifled

Im going crazy crazy baby

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan

Ddanddan ddanddada dda

Ive fallen baby

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

[Donghae] Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl i

When I open my eyes I think of you Hey girl

Asleep or awake, the truth is I can only see you

[Kangin] Tell me in your heart I

Tell me did I get a spot

Tell me tell me please

Im stupid stupid stupid

[Ryeowook] People in my surroundings tell me

Im too aggressive

[Eunhyuk] In this world that sort of person

Not as though there are only one or two of them

[Ryeowook] You dont know you dont know her

Words that they say in jealousy

[Eunhyuk] If youre jealous of me

Then they are going to lose

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

I I I first

For you for you for you I fell

fell fell fallen baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Eyes are blinding blinding blinding

Breathe is stifled stifled stifled

Im going crazy crazy baby

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan

Ddanddan ddanddada dda

Ive fallen baby

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

Lets dance dance dance dance

Lets dance dance dance dance

Lets dance dance dance dance

dance dance

[Yesung] Hey will you come to me now

I feel like going to really go crazy yeah

[Kyuhyun] I want to only love you

I will never think of looking at anyone else hey

[Eeteuk] Rather than a lover, a friend

Is what Id rather like to be

All of your thoughts and sadness

I want to keep

[Eeteuk] As if as if you might not exist

I love you so much

The person that I expect is you

that that that girl

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

I I I first

For you for you for you I fell

fell fell fallen baby

Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty

Eyes are blinding blinding blinding

Breathe is stifled stifled stifled

Im going crazy crazy baby

although i dono what they singing. but its addictive.

hahaha.

I REALISE I LIKE SONGS WITH 'SORRY' AND 'APOLOGISE"
LOL.
OK BYE!

2009-06-05T10:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO KIM HYUN JOONG!!!

AND HAPPY 23RD BDAE TO THE FOREVER YOON JIHOO!!

happy birthday to him, happy birthday to him,
happy birthday to KHJ aka YJH...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

hahah. do i sound like some crazy fans..

to tell you the truth..

I AM A CRAZY FAN OF HIS.
wahahaha.
enjoy the photos below!!

*im beginning to like F.T Island alot recently =)

2009-06-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

long long long time ago i heard of this song..
from the drama "One Fine day" acted by GongYoo of Coffee Price.
yea.. he's the HANJIE, in coffee prince.

even though i only managed to pitifully watch ONE pitiful episode of One Fine day.. this song still sang in my heart now and then..

even though i stare at the computer screen for more then 12 hrs aday.
i still wanna tell this to you guys..

I FOUND THE SONG!!
yay.

its MR PiG a.k.a Luo Zhi Xiang's 好朋友 song. but original version.

i like 好朋友 alot.. so i love this korean song alot also..

enjoy!

Keudeman Itdamyon sung by Loveholic

D-DM7-G-A7-D
D-DM7-G-A7-D

Nal saranghae so tto nandamyo

Nun mul chitdon kudaeye marul

Midul su opjyo

Hajiman naye chonbuyotdon

Kudaega himduro hagiye

Chabul su opsotjyo.

G-D-G-Gm

Ontong nowaye kiokppunin narul

Wihyae soyot damyon

Chugumshing monojyoganun nal

Nal wihan damyon.

Chorus 1:

D-DM7-D7-G
G-Gm-D-B7
Em-A7
Idaero naegyote issoya haeyo,
Narul ttonamyon andwaeyo,

Sesang-e modunkol irhodo kwaenchanayo,

Keudaeman itdamyon, keudaeman itdamyon.

D-DM7-G-A7-D

D-DM7-G-A7-D
Hamkke utdon shigan durul,

Hamkke haetdon yaksok durul,

Chigum tto yongwonhi kiokhagessoyo.

Tashi hanbon saenggakhaeyo,

Mu oshinal wihan gonchi,

Kudaenun algo-issoyo.

Chorus 2:

Yongwonhi naegyotul chikyojuseyo,

Narul ttonaji marayo

Sesang-e modunkol, irhodo nanjohwayo,

Kudaeman itdamyon, keudaeman itdamyon.

(Instrumental)

Ontong kudaeye saenggakppunin narul

Wihyae soyot damyon,

Chorohage ssurojinun nal,

Nal wihan damyon.

If you just stay beside me and never leave me, Even if I lose everything in the world, I'll be just fine, If only I have you.

lele just told me something funny.. okay not really funny but i think is funny.

she saod mr Pig,aka mr luo zhu ren, went to buy a pet.
and he happen to buy a PIG as a pet.
(maybe he just wanna show how cute he is by having a cute piglet as a pet -_-)

and then..!

he realise he kena cheated.
he dint buy a PIG, as in those PINK COLOUR kinda pig.

instead, PIG bought a SHANZHU, aka WILD BOAR home.

and the "PIG"aka SHANZHU, has two "husks" by the side.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
when i heard of this i cant stop laughing.

DONT YOU THINK ITS DAMN FUNNY MEH！

PIG bought a pig home as his pet, then realised its a wild boar.
and the "pig" continued to stay in his house, with his mum.. as a pet.

HAHAH. so it concludes that PIGS ARE STUPID.
although they arent. but the above statement has double meaning.
wahahahha

although i still love pigs, i mean those animal kind..
i still think luo zhu ren v funny.

haha.
then me and lele make a joke out of it..
and said..

if his mum cant find food someday...
and cant find the 'pig' in the house..
then we know something had happen to the PIG.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

PIG is stupid.

hahahaha.

2009-05-25T23:25:00.000-07:00

yoohoo got people complain i never blog.
haha but she forgot IM WORKING.

haha cos i told her i just went 'gaigai' in the neighbourhood and came back.. from my lunch time.
hahaha. i dint go gai please.
its just that my colleague left me at some place for lunch cos they needa get some stuff..
so i went to gai gai and find my bubble tea.. which happens to be in some shopping arcade.

and i saw alot of nice food.. really nice one. i feel like buying them even though i had my lunch already..

so my conclusion is.. I KNOW WHY OFFICE PEOPLE WILL GROW FAT.

i mean other then less exercise, whole day sitting in the office..

CAUSE..

cos there're too many nice food at office area already.. and the misconception is, ISTS NOT THAT EXPENSIVE LO.
its really those shopping centre pricing food.
nice!

*****
anyways. before i type this post..
we're laughing about some stuff in the office so i tot i will share with you guys since im bored.
haha.
US = me, korean guy, one guy + one girl (the guy and girl gonna get married soon)

girl: *accidentally* BLURPS.
korean: *gives duh face* you know you shouldnt do that!
*looks at guy* does she do tat in front of you?!
*look at girl* you know last time.. if my girlfriend does that infront of me, i'll tell her. "hey, lets just be friends"

*looks sincerely at girl* do u fart in front of Guy?!* (girl laughs hysterically)

*looks at guy* does she fart infront of you?

Guy: "er no. if she farts in the car.. i'll fart louder than her so that her fart cant be heard *girl feels touched but still laughing hysterically*

korean: *looks at another target across the room* "EH D! do you fart infront of your wwife?"

D: *shocked by the sudden question* "ERM, of course at first i wont do it, but i wont do it infront of most people..

*HERE COMES THE FUNNY PART**

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WAIT
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BUT IN THE FIRST PLACE.. IM NOT A PERSON WITH MUCH FART"

*all died laughing*

hahahahhahaha.

2009-05-22T01:07:00.000-07:00

im doing this in my office.
damn pro right.

nono..
damn da dan.

comeon la.. im bored.
ive been doing the same steps for one week.. no, four days already.
i can already close my eyes and finish my stuff already.

Alt+tab, alt+tab, alt+tab.
wahhhh.

LOL.
btw im just here to haolian.

DO YOU KNOW THE NAME OF THE RECENT AMERICAN IDOL WINNER?!

KRISALLEN.
hahha.

THATS THE NAME OF MY CURRENT COMPANY
except we're

CHRISALLEN.

C not K

then my boss and the others were saying we'll be so famous next time cos of the name
haha.

okay something to say on my bored friday afternoon.

and pls dont ask me to teach you korean horr.
cos i really dono how to speak and listen.
when i know then i will open class!
people can sign up.

haha and my colleauge is too crappy to teach me korean laa
omg im crapping.

im bored =XX

IF you're bored too.. can go google my co name.
=D
*sings nobody nobody but YOU in my brain.

OHH i forgot to shout..

food @ RAfflesplace ROCKS LA.

and they're not expensive.
like seriously.
i think now the food here is better than those in tam.
as in.. if u compare price to price. the food quality here is wayyy better.
hahaha.

OK IM HUNGRY.
1H15MINS MORE TO GO!

*nobody nobody but YOU~

2009-05-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

first day of work.
nothing really interesting.. cos its office work.

BUT!
its quite okay cos the people there are very very funny
and i have a Korean guy in my office. (BUT AIYA he's married lah uh.)
and he's those typical korean loh, i also dono how to describe. those office guys u see in drama..

BUT!
his english is TOK GONG one okay. and he speaks perfect korean.

cos he sits just diagonally infront of me, so when he talk i can hear.
and im amazed i can understand some simple ones.
i amaze myself.
haha.

but he's quite funny lah.
at first i tot he's fierce.. cos he looks unapproachable.
but after lunch.. he's quite rubbish.

cos somebody in the office told him "eh, must introduce yourself to new girl （referring to me).. then his response was :"adeline, its monday morning *gives -_- look*

hhaha.
and my boss say i look 15 in the photo =X
which means i dont look like 15 now.
i think its my hair lah.

cos my hair is really messy now.
buay tahan.

SO.
my job scope very easy.

just make friends with Ctrl+V, Ctrl+C， and Alt+tab.

haha. dont really need brain one.

my colleagues are pretty okay.. up till now.
hmm. and i only have 10 colleauges by the way.
cos my office's small..

OH I DINT KNOW RAFFLES PLACE GOT MARKET LOH!
im suprised leh.
cos i always tot what are all the office people gonna survive on if they eat all the expensive restaurants everyday?

then i was thinking.. i dont think they eat Macs also.

hmmm
then i walked past a market place today.
so cool.

so next time if we go Clarke Quay or whereever Raffles...

GOT CHEAP FOOD!
hahaha.

OKAYs.
thats more or less my office and my job and my day today.
abit bored cos i dint talk much and my phone died on me.
WOW.
i hate it when my phone dies..
i should get a new phone man..

=XX

2009-05-15T06:43:00.001-07:00

i really.. dont know how to trust female hairdressers anymore.

i went to cut my hair today..
and normally my hair is managed by that salon's guy hairdresser..
although they dont cut alot (which in old people's eyes.. is a waste of money) but actually i dont really care.

so today i went there.. and all the guy hairdresser disappeared.
lol i dono where they went.
so this girl came to cut my hair.

and i think she dont understand by the term "修”
she literally CHOPPED MY HAIR OFF.

zzz.

i wanna cry already.
my hair is like..

Rainie's hair now.
but the messy version
i really like her hair..
but sorry hor.. im not an artist.
nobody to take care of my hair for me.

so its messy now.

and i think she cut away all my rebonds
so i have to rebond again if i want my straight hair back.

ARGH.
i hate female hairdressers.
now.

i still like my male hairdresser.

=X

2009-05-12T21:36:00.000-07:00

that day xt was telling me she's addicted to this song..

so im here to share with u all..

HARU HARU BY BIG BANG..

YEAH
FINALLY I REALIZED
THAT I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU
I WAS SO WRONG
FORGIVE ME
Ah Ah Ah Ah -
Padocheoreom buswojin nae mam
Baramcheoreom heundeullineun nae mam
Yeongicheoreom sarajin nae sarang
Munsincheoreom jiwojijiga anha
Hansumman ttangi kkeojira swijyo
Nae gaseumsogen meonjiman ssahijyo SAY GOODBYE
YEAH
Nega eobsin dan harudo mot salgeotman gatatdeon na
Saenggakgwaneun dareugedo geureokjeoreok honja jal sara
Bogosipdago bulleobwado neon amu daedabeobtjanha
Heotdoen gidae georeobwado ijen soyongeobtjanha
Ne yeope inneun geu sarami mwonji hoksi neol ullijin annneunji
Geudae naega boigin haneunji beolsseo ssak da ijeonneunji
Geokjeongdwae dagagagijocha mareul geol su jocha eobseo aetaeugo
Na hollo gin bameul jisaeujyo subaekbeon jiwonaejyo
Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane
OH GIRL I CRY CRY
YO MY ALL (SAY GOODBYE)
Gireul geotda neowa na uri majuchindahaedo
Mot boncheok hagoseo geudaero gadeongil gajwo
Jakkuman yet saenggagi tteooreumyeon amado
Nado mollae geudael chajagaljido molla
Neon neul geu saramgwa haengbokhage neon neul naega dareun mam an meokge
Neon neul jageun miryeondo an namgekkeum jal jinaejwo na borandeusi
Neon neul jeo haneulgachi hayake tteun gureumgwado gachi saeparake
Neon neul geureoke useojwo amu il eopdeusi
Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane
Nareul tteonaseo mam pyeonhaejigil (nareul itgoseo saragajwo)
Geu nunmureun da mareulteni YEAH (haruharu jinamyeon)
Charari mannaji anhatdeoramyeon deol apeultende UM
Yeongwonhi hamkkehajadeon geu yaksok ijen
Chueoge mudeodugil barae baby neol wihae gidohae
Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane
OH GIRL
I CRY CRY
YO MY ALL
SAY GOODBYE BYE
OH MY LOVE
DON'T LIE LIE
YO MY HEART
SAY GOODBYE

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah~

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[Chorus]
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye...

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Chorus]

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye

YEAH
FINALLY I REALIZED
THAT I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU
I WAS SO WRONG
FORGIVE ME
Ah Ah Ah Ah -
Padocheoreom buswojin nae mam
Baramcheoreom heundeullineun nae mam
Yeongicheoreom sarajin nae sarang
Munsincheoreom jiwojijiga anha
Hansumman ttangi kkeojira swijyo
Nae gaseumsogen meonjiman ssahijyo SAY GOODBYE
YEAH
Nega eobsin dan harudo mot salgeotman gatatdeon na
Saenggakgwaneun dareugedo geureokjeoreok honja jal sara
Bogosipdago bulleobwado neon amu daedabeobtjanha
Heotdoen gidae georeobwado ijen soyongeobtjanha
Ne yeope inneun geu sarami mwonji hoksi neol ullijin annneunji
Geudae naega boigin haneunji beolsseo ssak da ijeonneunji
Geokjeongdwae dagagagijocha mareul geol su jocha eobseo aetaeugo
Na hollo gin bameul jisaeujyo subaekbeon jiwonaejyo
Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane
OH GIRL I CRY CRY
YO MY ALL (SAY GOODBYE)
Gireul geotda neowa na uri majuchindahaedo
Mot boncheok hagoseo geudaero gadeongil gajwo
Jakkuman yet saenggagi tteooreumyeon amado
Nado mollae geudael chajagaljido molla
Neon neul geu saramgwa haengbokhage neon neul naega dareun mam an meokge
Neon neul jageun miryeondo an namgekkeum jal jinaejwo na borandeusi
Neon neul jeo haneulgachi hayake tteun gureumgwado gachi saeparake
Neon neul geureoke useojwo amu il eopdeusi
Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane
Nareul tteonaseo mam pyeonhaejigil (nareul itgoseo saragajwo)
Geu nunmureun da mareulteni YEAH (haruharu jinamyeon)
Charari mannaji anhatdeoramyeon deol apeultende UM
Yeongwonhi hamkkehajadeon geu yaksok ijen
Chueoge mudeodugil barae baby neol wihae gidohae
Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane
OH GIRL
I CRY CRY
YO MY ALL
SAY GOODBYE BYE
OH MY LOVE
DON'T LIE LIE
YO MY HEART
SAY GOODBYE

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah~

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[Chorus]
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye...

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Chorus]

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye

AND..

this is the parody version performed by MC YOO (Xman) and funny people like Junjin..

hahaa.

ENJOY!

2009-05-12T21:03:00.000-07:00

WAHLAOOO.

may phone spoil.. AGAIN!!
buay tahan.

why keep spoiling
this is the second one already
WHYYYY.

cos somebody tried to talk to me but keep kena cut off, dont say he pek chek, i think i more pek chek.
cos that guy's actually BOSS OF SOME RECRUIT COMPANY

CHUM LIAO.

anyways.. i wanna come here and say

ASK AND YOU SHALL BE GIVEN.
haha just saturday i was sharing with my youths say i should stop rotting my life..and i prayed for a job.

and TADAH.
God gave me a job, even though not confirm.
but 10-zhi-8-9 will get it..
dont understand?

SHI ZHI BA JIU!?
never heard of this chinese idiom before!?

haha.
yaa.. SO THANK GOD.

and he already said its not tough so should be okay la.

its like my previous jurong job lo
the contract thing.

damn slack. *hopefully*

ahha but haven talk about the pay yet..
so.. we'll see.

OH I WANNA SAY SOMETHING!!

I JUST REALISE KIM BUM (OF BOF) IS MY AGEE!
WOOHOO.

hahah sorry, im crazy.

but i seriously tot he was one year younger la..

wah.. people my age already become da ming xing liao.

what are we still doing here sia..

saded.

but im happy to know he's my age, and few months older.

*k! i dont know what im happying about.

hahaha KHJ still the shuai-est.

ARHG IM CRAZY *runs awaY*

2009-05-11T10:42:00.000-07:00

BBF/BOF

BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS/ BOYS OVER FLOWERS.

yupps. once again. it's back.

i guess most of you guys saw it already bah..
CHANNEL U.. starting this sat.. 16th May, 915pm.

WAHAH im damn excited you know..
then i came across this tudou video from the tudou channel i always watch..

apparently BBF's already up in Taiwan, on GTV.

and it's chinese sub-voiced. (people got subtitle what.. i sub-voice cannot arh)

haha.. anyways

the first thing one will hear is the OST. opening of the show.

and its not the original 'Almost Paradise" by Tmax!

its sung by some weird girl, whom i dont even know cos my vids are still loading..
and the lyrics are like.. "真的SORRY哟。。其实。。我喜欢的是，你的朋友。。.”

what the hell.
the 'zhen de sorry YO' is really there lah. omg. not kidding.

quite stun when i heard it.
but its okay..
we shall move on.

and the first thing you'll see and hear is news reporter talking about SHINHWA, which is one of the main company in Korea(in the story).. which is also GU Jun Pyo's family biz.

it still sounded okay.
until the people started talking.
..
OH MY GOD.

hahaha.
you know what it sounds like..?

ANIME CHARACTERS TALKING.

OR.

REAL-LIFE CARTOON on the go.

REALLY MAN.

it sounds like chinese version of Slamdunk.

hahaha.

i dono what to say..
only 7mins into the show and i wanna go back to the original voicing one.

Geum Jandi (shancai) also sounds weird lo.
she sounds like.. DAXIONG's (of Doraemon, chinese ver) MUM.

not kidding.

although im only naming these cartoon character out of memory..
they really sounds like that.

ahaah maybe im too used to the korean voicing.

well..we shall see how the rest sounds like when F4 arrives..

2009-05-08T11:08:00.000-07:00

i just went for my friend's army thingy.

er actually i dono what is it called.
Naval Diver Unit's grad dinner bah.

initially dint really wanna go cos i dont really know the people there.
but i dint regret going.

cos i was really touched by their slideshow.
hahahaha.

sorry ah people, food is not the main point here.
but the food's ok la..
i think i only liked the desert cos got ice cream, and sago seed!
both are my favourite! and they're being served as one dish.
wahaha. HEAVEN.

okay.
back to the slideshow.

i use to hear alot of stories about naval divers.. (in case people dont know.. the simple explanation is just.. army divers? getit?)

i hear things like.. they're being thrown into the sea in the middle of the night la.. see how they can survive in the sea..
then all the weird stuff.

and when i watched the slideshow.
i really almost nearly teared.
cos its really. very tough.
and very kelian.

so i really really really RESPECT naval divers now.
their training is WOW.
u never imagined it to happen.

the first video i watch was..
the training one.

they kena force to wake up in the middle of the night to do training?!
omg. so kelian.

as in.. people raid their bunks and wake all of them up.
and they have to assemble downstairs..
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.

then another one was..
they have to jump into the sea, from some ports..
then after swimming they have to run, do push ups, sit ups, pull ups..2.4km
for 3 rounds.

swim,run around the buildings,pushup,situp,pullup, and 2.4km run.
and the running and swimming part is really not short-and-sweet kind.

after that was another video.. their HELL WEEK.
and everybody has to go thru that to kinda officially grad from NDU.

and my friend told me.. almost one whole week never sleep
respect sia.
never sleep plus.. all the training.
you know they have this segment called COLD TREATMENT
sounds like war-refuges torturing method right*

they have to go into a big tub of ice water, which is 3 degree celcius, for 2mins.
and in the meantime, the officers will keep pouring the water over their heads.

i see already really xin tong sia.

and their training is really not kai wan xiao de.
tough.
and alot of them nearly gave up.
when i watch their 'breaking down moment'..
i nearly cried for them loh.
i think if im in their situation.. i wont even last a day.

of course not only the tough part that made me feel like crying la.
the teamwork part also..
when everybody just encourages everybody to do it.. cos its gonna end already..
really very touching.

and i think its all the tough things that made them strong, and have a strong bond with each other.

NDU really make me respect them alot!!

and of course there're funny times like..
vids of people dozing off (when they're not suppose to).. very funny.
you'll see them flipping-white-eye (direct translation of 'fan bai yan" LOL) then coming back to their senses again, then dozing off again.
hahaa.

and got one quite funny de..
this happened when they're doing some diver walk or smth like that.. which is very xinku also.
u have to walk, body bending down, hands holidng your ankle.
all the way man.. from the port to the parade square i think..
in diver suit.

Officer (shouts) : "is there any cheater in your group!?"
Guy: "no sir,there's no cheater!"

Officer (shouts) : "is there any liar in your group!?"
Guy: "no sir,there's no liar!"

Officer (shouts) : "is there any diver in your group!?"
Guy: "no sir,there's no DIVER!!"

HAHAHAHAHA!

then after he said.. he realise he made a mistake for the last question.
and he literally sat down and laugh.
ahhaha.

but he dint get any confinement or what la.. cos the officer just DI XIAO him
hahah.
but it was the funniest thing i ever heard/saw tonight.

but NDU, earns my respect.
suddenly i realise..
NS is really.. hard to get by
hahah.
lucky im a girl.
and maybe im a girl, thats y i think so.

but NDU is for fit people to go. and those who're PES A.
so i think i'll be a clerk if im a guy.
haahha

but still.. NDU..
RESPECT! =)

*will upload some photos IF i get them back..

OMG. im hungry.. =X

2009-05-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

hahaha.

i was talking to my friend on msn and this interesting topic came up so im gonna talk about it here.

you see.
we're talking about how my friends knew me.

then suddenly we're talking about names.

then i told him.."hey i got this friend's dad v interesting.. His' dad's name is JACK, and he named his son (which is my friend) JACKSON.

Jack+son = JACKSON.

then he continued to say...

i shall name my son..

ERICSSON.

ERIC + SON = ERICSSON (i know la.. no typo. its just that it sounds cool typing two S)

hahh. cos his name is ERIC.

and he shhould name his daughter SONY.

cause..SONY ERICSSON.
hahaah

then he continued to say his girlfriends in class calls him.. ERICA.

cos he's girly man. okay you guys dont get it. its an inside joke.

he also have a friend name JOEL and the parents named his sister, JOELLA.

weird but.. okayy.

haha.

last time i helped out in a child care.

a little girl is named EUGENIA and her brother is called EUGENE

soo.
in summaryy..

if you're a lazy parent..

you can always name your sons:

JACKSON.
ERICSSON.
JASON (if u wanna call yourself JA)
WILSON (if u name yourself WIL)
MEYSON (although it sounds kinda girly)
DAVIDSON (okay although kinda long, but still sounds alright)
BOBSON.
BILSON.
THOMPSON.
FERGUSON.

ERR still got what others i cant think of..

ANYWAYS.
you can name your sons and daughters this:

SONY + ERICSSON.
ERIC + ERICA
EUGENE + EUGENIA
MICHAEL + MICHAELLA (is there such a name!?)
BOB + BOBO?

hahaha i anyhow only.
anyways it was out of pure boredom.
haha. im off!

2009-04-30T10:06:00.000-07:00

as im half-a-step into MAY..

im laughing my jaws drop.

i mean. serious.
today is ridiculous la.

the ktv was quite funn and funny too. when the 'he-ying' came in for 'Wei le ni er huo"
then..
JB dinner was damn ridiculous cos we keep laughing at a weird colleague who like to link his words back to what we said 15mins ago..

like the whole night sia!
then we kept asking whether his gf is a archaelogist anot..
cos only archaelogist like to piece up different stuff from history, eg. dinosaur bones.

whatever came out of his mouth is like history.. and we had to piece it up one by one to understand what he said.

archaelogist.

then when i was on msn..
people keep asking me to watch video on youtube.

oh man, laugh until my jaw wanna drop already.

and xinting can tell me andy(of britain's got talent) is doing a TREE DANCE.
haahaa.
she's obsessed with trees.. after she watched her LOONY BUNNY IS FINE BENNY LAVA.!

hahahahaha
what the hell is wrong.

HAHA I THINK IS ME.

cos im like laughing infront of my comp, and its 1am now.
crazy.

2009-04-27T11:02:00.000-07:00

我要你现在，喊出我的名字。。。

2009-04-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

i hate singapore's weather nowadays!!

haven even step out of the house its already very warm.
when i finally step out.. im already perspiring man.

omg. and when im outside.. i realise im constantly looking for airconditioned places.

and the hot weather make me lose my temper more easily.

like today.

argh dont wanna talk about it.

and!!
smokers make it worst!
the earth is already so hot.. then we already have global warming and all those.
they still can happily smoke away like nobody's biz!

omgggg.
i seriously wanna kill them.

whats wrong with all these people.
they smoke, they spoil the environment, they spoil their own body, and it makes them SMELLYY!!

urgh, no brainer.
zzz.
i hate smokers!

2009-04-21T10:45:00.000-07:00

i hate april i hate april i hate april.

manymanymany things is happening to me i dont understand why.

just let me rot =XXX

and i just realise..

lemon = NING meng.

NOT.

lemon = LING MENG.

2009-04-19T09:59:00.000-07:00

my life is kinda screwed up lah..
but nevermind..
music makes up for everything...

this slow song by Wonder Girls (yes.. the one who sang 'Nobody')
very nice..

WonderGirls- Saying I Love You
Enjoy!

Lyrics | Wonder Girls lyrics - Saying I Love You lyrics

Lyrics.. for those who're blind..

Non nul naege malhaettji wae saranghandan malhaji anhnyago

Nal saranghagin hanyago

Gunde nan malya jomdo dalkomhage joldae ijulsu obge

Yonghwasoge yonin dulchorom gobaek haryogo

Gidaryosso hwinnunul naeeje

Malhalge nol wihae akkyo duwottdon gumal

Saranghae haessalboda nunboshin noye misorul nal anajudon

Noye dusonul saranghae saranghae

Yaksokhae na joldae nol ttona jianhulge

Irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge

Mwol guri mangsorinyago guge guri oryobnyago

Nae mamul dutgo shipdago

Gunde nan malya jomdo tukbyolhage suchyo jinagaji anhke

Gu onu nalboda arumdabge giokdwidorok

Gidaryosso hwinnunul na ije

Malhalge nol wihae akkyodowottdon gumal

Saranghae haesalboda nun bushin noye misorul nal anajudon

Noye du sunul saranghae saranghae

Yaksokhae na joltae nol ttona jianhulge

Irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge

Han sungando nowa ttorojigo shipji anha

Negeangyo shigani momchugirul barae

Na irohke nol sarangae~~

Sarangaehae haessalboda nun bushin noye misorul nal anajudon noye

Dusonul saranghae saranghae

Yaksokhae najoldae nal ttona jianhulge

Irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge

Nol saranghae nol saranghae

Saranghae saranghae

Nol saranghae

2009-04-16T10:59:00.000-07:00

hi all.
dont worry. i'm alive.
well. not exactly. but not dead yet.
loads of things on my mind.. so wont really say much.
im fine..
thanks for all your concern! =)

2009-04-13T10:11:00.001-07:00

somebody wrote this to me..
and seriously i was very touched.

thank you =)

你不滅的希望將像那霧氣一樣, 只要再次起霧, 曾寫在玻璃上的希望便能再次顯現. 看似遙不可及的夢想, 只要有信心, 終日必能實現, 所以別輕易灰心放棄!!!

真的，谢谢你。

2009-04-11T09:55:00.001-07:00

elim needs a sign..
please.

*listening to DBSK's emo song..

2009-04-10T12:09:00.000-07:00

i was watching the horror movie "Alone" just now with brother.

realise it was the movie that urlele wanted me to go watch with her..
haha but i was scared.
then..

suprisingly i wast scared by the movie loh.
guess because jeremy told me the story before thats why.
but thai horror movies really kept better suspense then jap ones.

and Alone was one of the nicer horror show ive watched cos of the storyline.
and very sad..
even though i tot the ending was kinda crap

but the main actress is damn bad la.
i wont go and kill my mum and sister just to get the guy i want.
ultimately.. they're my family.

even though the guy i like likes my sister.. i wont try to break them up
really.
and i kinda hate such girls.. do whatever they can to get what they want.

but oh well.
alone's a nice horror movie with good story line.

2009-04-10T11:21:00.000-07:00

hi all. im alive after 14 hrs of sleep.
i broke my record and dint went to sleep for 36hrs yesterday.
lol

oh well.
yesterday was a tired and depressing/emo/sad day for all of us.
cos it kinda meant the unofficial last day of school for us.
which meant we graduate already.

yes.

sad right.
and on the last day we still have presentation.
worst.. i think everyone is tired out from the presentation.. cos not alot of us went to sleep the night before
hahaha..

the lunch was ok.. i think i was too tired to be sad already.
overwhelmed by tirednes.
the girls felt kinda sad..

then on the way home anwar replied my sms.. then thats why i was v sad.
and i cried on the bus.
like draama show..
and it was raining outside -_-
haha..
but seriously i will miss the times we had together..
cos we were.. afterall, 3 years of classmates.
3 years leh.

yaloh.. all the best to all of them..
its time.. for me now..

TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO!
arhg.
i think i'll rest first..

and my dreams wont die.. for the moment.

i just realise i grad before 20.
haah sounds young huh.

for people from lasalle.. if u can see this..
KEEP IN CONTACT WHOEVER YOU ARE! =)
dont forget me ah.. if not..

LOL.

and

*it came back.

2009-04-07T14:09:00.000-07:00

HI ALL..

its 5am in the morning! YAY.

i look like zombie now. woohoo.

3 down.. 1 more to go!
ENDUREEE~

LETS GO FOR MAC BREAKFEST AND PRATA SUPPER!

2009-04-06T11:51:00.000-07:00

its 3am now..
and im still doing my project stuff.. since like 7pm?
crazy right.

but by hook or by crook i have to finish by tonight if not i cant sleep.
i have a bad habit of finishing things first before i sleep.. which i dont think is very healthy.

i've been sleeping at 4am everyday..
and waking up like 9am to go to school, do my stuff.
crazy life..
its like i hasnt sleep at all man.

and now i think im like old people.. im tired, but i dont wanna sleep, i cant sleep.
even on buses.
its actually a bad feeling.

people who know me knows im a sleeping pig.
i sleep alot.. anywhere and everywhere.
i can sleep standing, sleep in the bus, train, even today while i was taking my test.

and cos of these few weeks, i cant sleep well anymore.

hope this week ends, but dont really hope it ends.
i miss my friends already..
and should i or not..

somebody pls show me the light..
please =X

2009-04-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

ONE - Dong Bang Shin Gi

was doing my Golden ears training and stumbled upon this song..
pardon me for the korean stuff i've been posting.. guess ive been hit badly by the 'Korean waves"
hahaha.

but yar..
DBSK'S One..

anyways i was in popular today..
saw some girl crazily looking at DBSK'S Mirotic.
and *SQUEAKING*

thought what was she squeaking at.. so i ignore her and looked at the "Top 10" list that Popular has..

suprised to see DBSK'S Mirotic album there so i picked up and see..

turned around..and actually the girl was squeaking at the same album.
okie -_-.

i was attracted to the CD too but i wasnt like her..
and it was placed on the "TOP 10" list what..
so i just went over to see.
it costed freakig $30.95 pls.

for Mirotic, and Wrong number..
that same album with those songs..
scarily expensive lah.

but yar la..
the point of this post is..
THIS IS GONNA BE THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL AND I FREAKING HAVE AN EXAM TML!
BYE.

ONE lyrics-- KOREAN VERSION:

Hero]
Nega kumkwowadon neiri onuse yogi gude jabun sonuro nukkyojyo
ochomyon nomu molji molla marhaji mothejyo sumgyowadon gu maumdo morun chero

[Xiah]
Guden otton maumingayo gu nun soge bichwo on onjengae miremajodo
moduga da ne goshingayo nan saraina bwayo kamsaheyo modun gol gajyossuni

[All]
Someday I'll lay my love on you baby I don't wanna lose it now

[Micky]
Just one nopuningol

[Hero]
Onjenga uri mannan nalchorom

[Xiah]
Nega saraganun han iyu

[All]
Ojig norul wihan mampunin nal

[Max]
Aljanha

[U-Know]
Jinannari nege marheyo onjekaji yongwonhal su inun saranginji

[Max]
Harue kutheson onjena nal gidaryojwoyo hengbogheyo iron nol saranghalsurog

[All]
Yongwonhal su inun goryo sesang onu gosesorado

[Max]
Just one nopuningol

[Micky]
Nesalme hanbonpunil gu sarang

[U-Know]
Baro gudebakke obdago

[All]
Nanun algoisso midgoisso

[Xiah]
Yongwonhi

[Hero]
Olmana manhun saram sogeso nal chajanayo jigum gudeui gyothuro gayo

[Micky]
I pray for this love to be true sesang onu gosesorado
miss you my baby you

[Max]
Jogum do nege momullojwoyo

[Xiah]
I shigandurul nomoso gojidmalchorom

[U-Know]
Dallajinun meillo

[All]
Someday I'll lay my love on you baby I don't wanna lose it now

[Hero]
Just one nopuningol

[Max]
Onjenga uri manna nalchorom

[All]
Nega saraganun han iyu ojig norul wihan mampunin nal

[Xiah]
Aljanha

JAP VERSION:

Me ga sameru sono tabi

Kimi ga iru　Sono koto wo tashikameru

Ano koro no boku nu ha ienakatta

Kotoba ga afurete ittai yo

Naze boku wo yurusu no?

Nandomo kimi wo namida ni shizumeta no ni

Hohoemi kaesu no ga kotae nan da ne

“Arigatou.”

Sore shika ienai

Someday I’ll lay my love on you

Baby I don’t wanna lose it now

Just one　My only one

Mou donna kaze ni fukarete

Mayoisou ni nattatte

Tatta hitotsu tatta hitori

Kimi wo

Mada sasayaku kokoro

Hontou ni aishitsudzukerareru ka, to

Kanashimi kara saki ni wakeaeta ne

Kimi shika dekinai sonna koto

Eien to nadzukeyou

Namae no nai ai wo

Just one futari de

Mou donna kotoba mo iranai

Sono hitomi ni chikaou

Kimi no soba ni isasete

Zutto

Chiisana kisekitachi ga

Bokutachi wo musubiawasetanda

kitto

I pray for this love to be true

Ushinaenai kimi wo

Miss you, my baby you

Boku no subete wo kakete

Kimi dake no sora ni niji wo kake

Futari de watarou

Someday I’ll lay my love on you

Baby I don’t wanna lose it now

Just one　My only one

Mou donna kaze ni fukarete

Mayoisou ni nattatte

Tatta hitotsu tatta hitori

Kimi wo

Translation:

Everytime I open my eyes

I assure myself that you are there

The words I couldn’t say back then

Overflow now and fill me with pain

How can you forgive me?

Although I brought you to tears so many times

You gave me back a smile

“Thank you.”

That’s all I can say

Someday I’ll lay my love on you

Baby I don’t wanna lose it now

Just one　My only one

Whatever winds I had to face

And if I’d gotten lost on my way

There was only one

You

Still my whispering heart

Is questioning if we really can continue to love

But when you were sad, I could share your pain

Such things I can only do for you

Let’s call

Our unnamed love“Eternity”

Just one Together

I don’t need any words

If you swear before my eyes

That you will let me be by your side

Forever

Small miracles tied us together

Certainly

I pray for this love to be true

I cannot lose you

Miss you, my baby you

I will give my everything

To cast a rainbow upon your sky

Let’s walk across it together

Someday I’ll lay my love on you

Baby I don’t wanna lose it now

Just one　My only one

Whatever winds I had to face

And if I’d gotten lost on my way

There is only one

You

personally i prefer the jap version more..
laalala

2009-04-04T11:23:00.000-07:00

HI.
I THINK IM HAVING GASTRIC NOW.
blooddy hell.

2am in the morning lahhh.
and i NEVER EVER HAD GASTRICS LAH.

i think its the buffet..
plus im tired.

ARHG. ITS DAMN PAINFUL.

i think i should just sleep
=XX

I HATE GASTRICS.

2009-04-04T11:06:00.000-07:00

I AM HUNGRY I AM HUNGRY I AM HUNGRY!

im so super glad today was over?!

nono THIS WEEK.
damn tiring week..
next week will be worst i bet.

but i had fun today!!

TODAY was brother's early 21st birthday celebration for him..
im so glad about everything..
people,food,game.. even the present we bought.

busy day but fulfilling =)

although only some of brother's close friends came.. not all.
i think he was somehow happy but still disappointed.
if it was me.. i will feel sad too.

but i think he was happy enough cos almost all of my relatives came..
and loads of ang baos and presents
hahaha.

ANYWAYS.
my friend say i can be event planner..

why not!
new job prospect!

now i realise i can do alot of other things other then recording and stuff.
YAY.

alright im hungry and tired i wanna sleep.

**NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!

IM SUPER SCARED OF THE EXAM ON MONDAY.
SHIT i think im gonna fail =XX
HOWHOWHOWHOWHOW!!

*sings thinking of you~

2009-04-03T10:21:00.001-07:00

OMGGG.

i jsut wasted an hour of my life..
watching a movie on channel U.
totally waste my braincells and time trying to think what the story is talking about.

seriously.
its the first horror movie that made me feel like sleeping lah.
z.

should i or not..
ahould i or not..
should i or not..

sometimes i wish i gotta go NS.
=X

2009-04-02T10:26:00.001-07:00

SINGS.. "NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU.. YOU~"

okie lah..
today not so into that song..
more into BIGBANG's Lie.

"IM SO SORRY BUT I LOVE YOU YEO GOH JI MAR.."

FINALLY THIS WEEK IS COMING TO AN END.
you have no idea how much i wish it would end.
i've been sleeping at 4am almost everyday.
imagine the tiredness and irritating body i have.

oh well..
today is kinda considered a relaxed day for me cos 1/3 of my assignments are kinda done.. now left with the major MAJOR one.
which im also damn scared i'll screw up.
pray for me ok!

by the way..

was scrolling thru the songs.. and decided to listen to some chinese and english pop cos i've been listening to too much Kpop.. until i think i can speak their language.
oh well maybe not. but i was definitely quite crazy over it.

Jolin's New Album.. 花蝴蝶.

wasnt particularly interested in it..since i've grown out of the Jay & Jolin Era (somehow)
but out of curiousity just listened to it.
and it kinda kept to her old style..
remember "Mr Q" and “假装”
yea.. some where along that sort of songs..

and one slow song that i kkind got attracted to..

[妥协]

你总爱编织谎言

我负责配合表演

所有改变只为了进入你的世界

这情节重复了一百遍

才发现是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界

不能轻易犯规

所有时间都是先给了你优先权

不自觉爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是误解

抱着你不让你飞

历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现

你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

你划定楚河汉界

我不能轻易犯规

所有时间都是先给了你优先权

不自觉爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是误解

抱着你不让你飞

历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现

你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡

我不想再为你掉泪

我了解不会再仍在徘徊

开始自己的明天

爱到妥协到头来还是误解

抱着你不让你飞

历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重现

你也想退后一点我躲在我的世界

Tuo Xie 妥协 (FULL CD Version) - Jolin (Tsai) Cai Yi Lin

not really the melody cause it just sounds like any ballad..
but i kinda like the way the lyrics is written.
so yupps.

ANOTHER ONE IS..

Katy Perry's [Thinking OF YOU]

was in Gramophone just now with lele and stumbled upon her songs..
kinda interestedd so i did a lil search.
turn out.. it wasnt so bad..
as you know.. i dont really listen to english songs since.. i just dont.
but this song is nice.

Thinking Of You - Katy Perry

Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on where do I go

I guess second best is all I will know

** Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes **

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

**Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into...**

You're the best

And yes I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Over...

NICE RIGHT.

im quite emo now..
cos my BBF is over..
BYE BYE YOON JI HOO =X

no more drama to fantasize already..
well. time to concentrate on work this week i guess.

=)

i wish i was superwoman =X

LAST EMO SONG before i go..

Brand New Day - 사랑같은 거
Title: [Saranggateun geo/ Love you]

seolma uriga heeojigedoeljul mollasseo

geu ttaen mollasseo

neoman ttaragadaga neoman barabodaga

ibyeori oneun geol bojimotaesseo

ije sarangeun nunmuriraneungeol arasseo

cheoeum arasseo

neomu geuriwoseo han beon miwoseo tto han beon

beoreutcheoreom jakku nunmulman na

**maeumgateungeo gaseumgateungeo

naegen charari jebal eobseosseumyeon jokesseo

gieokjocha sarajyeo deoisang niga saenggangnajianke
apado apeunjureul moreuge

gyeou imankeum saranghada tteonabeorilkkeol

naege ongeoni

neoreul wonmanghamyeo haru geurimyeo tto haru

sandaneunge neomu himideureo

maeumgateungeo gaseumgateungeo

naegen charari jebal eobseosseumyeonjokesseo

gieokjocha sarajyeo deo isang niga saenggangnajianke

apado apeunjureul moreuge

neoneun sanggwaneopgetji amureochi anketji

neouigyeote nugunga isseultenikka

ijeoyamanhaneunde babogatgedo ajikdo

wae neoreul gidarineunji

saranggateungeo ibyeolgateungeo

du beon dasineun ije na hajianheullae

sangcheomani namgyeojyeo

ireoke gaseumeul da manggateuryeo

apeugeman hae

ireonapeumiramyeon

jugeodo dasinhalgemotdoenabwa

ireoke ulligiman hanikka

ireoke himdeulgeman hanikka

Watch more YouTube videos on AOL Video

EMO SONG..

2009-04-01T09:26:00.000-07:00

the clock on my computer says "12.25am, 02/4"

im eating my lunch/dinner noww.
crazy right..
the last thing i ate today was pao pao cha and kaya waffles..
that was 3pm on the bus..

and for the first time..
i broke the record of staying in school until so late.
me and urlele left at 10.41pm.

crazy shits.
and i bought dinner home.

for awhile i tot i was gonna faint in the train.
lol.

today was a funn day..

in the morning my papa was looking around for his keys.
for like 20mins he was shuffling around with things.
walk in and out of the gate(he used my mum's keys to open the gate) to see if he dropped it somewhere.

then like keep looking for it..say really ridiculous things like 'wind blow away already!"

hhahaha.
then when im finally ready to go out..
i saw a small piece of paper lying on the floor near my door..
so i picked it up and saw..

"dear neighbour.. i saw your set of keys hanging on your gate yesterday night..
so i locked the gate and threw it into your silver unbrella thats on your gate"

HAHAHAH.
then its super funny.

i nearly wanna shout...
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS.

lol. but it was too early.

oh wells. this year i manage to prank 2 guys.. not bad right.
hahah..
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!

2009-03-30T09:54:00.000-07:00

today i was late for class. AGAIN.

but i guess..

school cant send me warning letter anymore. since i only left 2 weeks till i unofficially grad.

im so gonna miss ALL these days with my friends.

ok im gonna cry.

haha.. no la. im busy now to even think of such stuff.

you know what happen..

cos i slept at 3 am yesterday trying to do my design stuff for my cd packaging..

and i dint manage to get anything done.

how sad was that.

so i woke up late today.

actually.. not that late.

i woke up at 9am..

i take 15mins to prepare and i rush out of the house..

then i took another 5 mins to walk from my house to the bus stop.

which means.. i reach the bus stop around 930.

the stupid bus took 10mins to come.. which usually dont happen because i can take whatever bus that comes.. to another stop so that i could change bus.

then..

when that bus finally came.. it was 940am already.

i need 5mins to travel to another bus stop to change bus..

so..

i reach that bus stop at 947am since i need another 2mins to walk to that bus stop.

the freaking 23 took 20mins to come!

can you believe it!

it usually wont take more than 10mins to come lah..

so in the end.. my bus came like.. 1010am.

which mean im officially late for class.. since my class starts at 10am.

then nevermind..

i took the SLOW bus.. and reach school bus stop at 1040.

h0w nice is that.

and the thing is.. the bus is slowww until i think i can run beside the bus lah.

somemore dont mention im kanchiong to reach school..

then even largi worst.. the bus 'mentally' moved even slower.

hahah.

haha since i thought to myself i wont go for class..

(since im late, and i usually wont go for class since im late already, whats the point)

i went to the library.

fortunately.. got some little things done la. still not so bad.

the thing is.. i stay in class for 7hrs today..

i just realise =X

from 12pm till 8pm.

how crazy is that..

lol.

machiam taiwan secondary school..

MY SCREEN SHOT.

I KINDA DONT REALLY LIKE EQ.

URLELE LOOKS REALLY BORED.

then..

TRYING SOMETHING FUNNY..

IN the process..

TRANSFORMING...

STILL IN THE PROCESS..

TADAH!

bIAN SHEN CHENG GONG!

BACK TO NORMAL.
hahaha.

FIGHTING!~

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colleague's wedding that i went on sat..

she's damn pretty in the photo shoot and on that day la!

i think she looks abit like hwangbo(WGM)in this photo..

i took this cos i was bored alright.. and the lightings are super nice!

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Joseph invited us to his TP Design Showcase..

although this isnt one of the designs.. but i think the effects are super nice!

XT bought this weird looking lens thing.. which kinda alters the lights when you take photo with the lens on..
super cool

and it looks like this...

NICE HOR...

CHURCH'S FAVOURITE BOY AND GIRL..

AND YES.. THEY'RE BOTH FROM THE SAME FAMILY.
hahaha..
my favourite family =))

ALRIGHT... im going back to work.after 7hrs of working.
=X

2009-03-29T10:43:00.001-07:00

thank you everyone for asking..
im fine.

but now..
I STILL HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO USE PHOTOSHOP!!

even though joseph taught me already..
but still.
i think i need more time to figure things out..
and ive been at it for 45 mins.
li hai bah.

nothing =X

2009-03-28T10:48:00.000-07:00

im addicted to this song because of miss LOY XT
ahaha..

and to my suprise..
Ms Rodrigues did send me before..

headbang to this song now please.

Bigbang-- LIES.

Yuh-ba-sae-yo... Yuh-ba-sae-yo?

(Yeah) love is pain
Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people
One's old a flame... just scream my name
And I'm so sick of love songs (yeah)
I hate them damn love songs... moment of ours

(Geo-jis-mar)Neuj-eun bam bi-ga nae-ryeo-wa neor de-ryeo-wa
Jeoj-eun gi-eog kkeut-e dwi-cheog-yeo na
Neo eobs-i jar sar su iss-da-go
Da-jim hae-bwa-do eo-jjeor su eobs-da-go
Mos-ha-neun sur-do ma-si-go
Sog-ta-neun mam bam-sae chae-wo-bwa-dosirh-eo neo eobs-neun ha-ru-neun gir-eo bir-eo
Je-bar ij-ge hae-dar-ra-go (-geo-jis-mar-i-ya)
Neo eobs-neun nae-gen us-eum-i bo-i-ji anh-a
Nun-mur-jo-cha go-i-ji anh-a
Deo-neun sar-go sip-ji anh-a
Yeah
Yeos-gat-aeYeor-bad-ge
Ni saeng-gag-eDor-a-beo-rir-geos gat-ae

Bo-go sip-eun-deBor su-ga eobs-de
Mo-du kkeut-nass-de
I'll be right here

I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I'm so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I'm so sorry but I love you
I'm so sorry but I love you(I love you more and more)
I'm so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-raeNae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge
Geu-daer wi-hae-seo bur-reo-wass-deon nae mo-deun geor da ba-chin no-rae
(A-ma sa-ram-deur-eun mo-reu-gess-jyo)
Nan hon-ja,, geu a-mu-do a-mu-do mor-rae(Geu-rae nae-ga haess-deon mar-eun geo-jis-mar)Hor-ro nam-gyeo-jin oe-tor-iGeu sog-e he-me-neun nae kkor-i
Ju-meo-ni sog-e kko-gis-kko-gisJeob-eo-dun i-byeor-eur hyang-han jjog-ji (hey)
(Neon eo-dis-na-yo neor bu-reu-neun seub-gwan-do)
Nan dar-ra-jir-rae
I-jen da us-eo-neom-gir-ge
I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I'm so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I'm so sorry but I love you(I love you more and more)
I'm so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae
Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Oh oh oh oh oh
Mo-deun-ge kkum-i-gir
Oh oh oh

I-geos-bakk-e an-doe-neun na-ra-seo
Drop that thing... A-jig-do neo-reur mos ij-eo
A-ni pyeong-saeng-eur ga-do (yeah)
Jug-eo-seo-kka-ji-do
Nae-ga jun sang-cheo a-mur-eoss-neun-ji
Mi-an-hae a-mu-geos-do
Hae-jun-ge eobs-neun na-ra-seo
I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I'm so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I'm so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar (but I love you)

I'm so sorry (so sorry) but I love you(I love you more and more)
I'm so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-raeNae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Bye bye...

(btw.. the "Bye bye" at the end is part of the song.. haha)

2009-03-26T10:31:00.000-07:00

sings...

"i want nobody nobody but you..
i want nobody nobody but you.."

Nobody - 원더걸스 Wonder Girls

ADDICTED.

by the way

i went to watch this today..

YES.
Confessions of a Shopaholic..

dont jealous cos i've caught it first hand when it was released today..

actually wasnt really having alot of hopes on it since i only wanted to relax from all the work we've been doing.
so went to watch movie.. at STUDENT RATE while i still can.

and its.. not disappointing.
with some humorous and touching parts in the movie.
i still think Isla Fisher is good at acting this kinda movies.. like i think she did well for "Enchanted" too..
she has those.. aura around her that says "im fitted for this role perfectly"

really takes us on a ride of a shopaholic..
and it somehow came back to me like im one too..
cause im somehow facing some of her syndromes.. except im not so impulsive and i dont have that much $$$ to shop.
and i dont have 12 credit cards.

hahaha.
and still.. i love best friend scenecs..
from..
Bride Wars to Confessions...
'best friend' scenes are still the one which make me tear and touched..

maybe its beause i can relate to it.. maybe its because i'll think of me, down the road in 5 years time.. thinking who'll still stay by my side.
hah. its funny but i do think of such things ok!

and some parts of the movie is really funny la..
u guys should watch.
PLUS the soundtrack sounds kinda nice also..

Rating: 3.5/5 stars.

can watch if..
1. you're a shopaholic,
2. loves Isla Fisher alott.
3. Loyal fan of 'Confessions' story books
4. have nothing better to do than help push the economy alil bit by forking out few bucks to watch a movie.

2 more weeks to go..
so little time.. so many things to do.
as usual.. i procrastinate at the last min.

was thinking when i could stop this bad habit of mine..
then realise i left 2 weeks to change..
which meanss im graduating.
dont even feel like thinkin about it cos i think i really will miss all of my classmates..
although there're like little small disputes between us.. but i know we're still fun friends.
dont really wish all these are true.. but time is catching up. and we're REALLY graduating.

heard from one of the guys that they wanna organise a small mini grad ceremony in school.
was quite suprised at the idea cos they dont usually take the initiative to do things..
but was v supportive of the idea.
lol.

okie lets not talk about school because i have to go school on a freaking friday morning.
arhg.

lets take alook at some of my latest addictions..

my favourites:

And..

I DONT KNOW HOW HE DID THIS.
TALENT PERHAPS.
hahaha.

HE'S my Kim Hyun Joong =)

2009-03-25T12:03:00.000-07:00

i havee...

1) ONE Career Management project to do which will take up my life if i fail it
2) ONE Mastering to do which consist of what.. 14 tracks?
3) ONE Sound effects project to do which i need to hand in next tuesday
4) ONE interactive media project which i haven even really get started on.
5) one meeting to go to on saturday..

i have no idea where to begin..
OMG.

and to make things worst..
my boss just told me that he's closing down the music shop.. and will only need me till next month..

and i was still hoping that i could earn some income from teaching.

sighs.

but i believe..
When God shuts the door.. he'll open a window for me!

saddening day.
i should eat buffet.

2009-03-22T09:45:00.000-07:00

CAN SOMEBODY JUST TEACH ME HOW TO USE PHOTOSHOP!

seriously i cant figure it out.. like how i cant figure Reason out.
damn.

and i have alotalotalot of things to do then just get stuck on photoshop.

im already feeling the stress..
when all the work start piling up.
and even though ive started on them abit.. i still thinks i dont have enough time left.

TIME is precious to mee.

arhg.
i hate this..

2009-03-21T10:54:00.000-07:00

im having serious moodswings today.
i have no idea why.
i dont even feel like talking..until i have to force myself to.

and raining doesnt do any help either.
i feel so fake.

2009-03-20T09:53:00.000-07:00

i was tsill thinking why im feeling super super lethargic today..
then i saw the news and realise its

World Sleeping Day today..
haha okie i know..
nothin to do with my sleepiness.

but still.
i can wake up to eat dinner then continue to sleep loh.
OMG fat!

but i woke up in time to watch my 一切完美2..

touching ending that left me thinking alot.
then i realise.. i only manage to watch a few episodes of it..

which is START and ENDING.

because..
做人要有始有终

haha no link.

anyways i just came here to tell u all im still alive.. maybe kicking.
just that projects and alot of things is piling up..
so i have no time to talk about myself..
but then.. my life also plain and simple lah.. nothing much to talk about also..
cos im not as rubbish as i use to be.. to talk about random stuff..

but today i have something random to share.

i think i fell in love with..

Singapore American School...
was there to do sound for GR
and im stunned by their school.
its really nothing like singapore's school..
maybe its the fact that its American international school..

you know they have education from young to high school all in one?
and the school is damnn big.

their classrooms is really like those you see in movies..
the lab tables all those.. and then they have all the experiment stuff on the table.

and the most amazing thing i see in the school is..
THE MUSIC ROOM.
u know those in movies where they practice string ensemble in one huge room?
THEY HAVE IT THERE.. and its REALLY pretty!

and they have Double Bass and Cello racks loh..
so jealous!
i wanna steal their cello please!

and they have a whole level,not sure whether its whole building anot..
of practice rooms..
for piano,strings,bands..

its damn coool can.

and the CANTEEN.
ahhah EXACTLY the same as in movies where u go to a counter and get your food and pay at cashier..

similar to those at IKEA.

and its air conditioned.

they also have Auditorium..
fully air conditioned, and quite good acoustics.

aiya that school is exactly like those u see in movies.

serious.

im so lucky to even step into the school man..
its really pretty.. and BIG.

not forgetting..

ANG MOH KIDS ARE EVERYWHERE!
haha.
theres some jap and korean kids also i think..
but the young ones are super cute..
and super hyper.

the older ones i dint see much.. maybe they've already gone home.
but its quite fun to see so many ang moh running around..
EXACTLY like those in movies.

haha.
OHH and the LOCKER.
WAH I TELL YOU..
EXaACTLY SAME.

people running around..
people reaching for stuff in lockers.

ahha reminds me of TWILIGHT scenes..
cos.
the school is just beside a small forest.. and its near the canteen.

sama sama loh.

ahaha im mesmerised by the school.
damn.
why isnt government school as nice?!

they have 3 bball courts,and stadium if im not wrong..

not forgetting..the school is complicated enough to walk.
haha
and its security is tight one.
they have.. erm. i dono what its called.
but they have guards holding guns standing at the gate..
although only one..but its quite scary.

OKIE. thats my day trip to SAS.
damn cool.
i wanna study there!

*i'll continue to dream...*

2009-03-13T11:59:00.000-07:00

i've survived Friday the 13th again.
haha cos i woke up simply too late.

and once again my life is colourful again..
with a big orh cheh on my right thigh.
cool right..
always getting colours on myself.

that day was walking by some hawker center chairs..
those kinda which is stuck on the floor...

then because i have to SIAM some lady who refuses to let me walk despite seeing me infront of her carrying two plates of nasi lemak...

then *BAM* hit the chair cos i wasnt too cautious.

after that thought nothing has happen..
then after one day... i got orh cheh..

thanks ah..

ah i forgot what i wana blog about already.
OH.

wanna intro u this song..
quite nice korean song.. from Boys Before Flowers aka the Korean ver. of LiuXingHuaYuan.

Starlight Tears by Kim Yoo Kyung

Lyrics:

Saehayan byeolbichi nunmureul gamsaya
Ddaddeuthan barame nunmuri naeryeoyo
Geudae neugginayo

Joyonghi soksakineun geudaereul hyanghan I ddeolrimeul

Hayan jongiwee geudael geuryeoyo
Ddaddeuthan misoga nal anajoneyo
Ige sarangingayo

Du nuneul gama bwado geudaeman boineun geolyo

I'll be waiting for you geu dael gidarilgeyo
Deo isang apeun nunmul boiji aneulraeyo

You let me know geojitmal gateun sarang
Nochi aneul guh ehyo balo geudeh ni ggayo

Geudaewaye gieok sokeul geotgo isseoyo
Gaseumsok gadeukhi nunmuri goyeoyo

Na eoddeotge hajyo
Ggumsokeseodojocha geudaereul geuriweohaeyo

I'll be waiting for you geudael gidarilgeyo
Deo isang apeun nunmul boiji aneulraeyo

You let me know geojitmal gateun sarang
Nochi aneul guh ehyo balo geudeh ni ggayo

Nal barabwa jweoyo jeogi jeo byeoldeulcheoreom
Naemamui geudaega dweeojul su eobnayo

I'll be waiting for you geudael gidarilgeyo
Deo isang apeun nunmul boiji aneulraeyo
You let me know geojitmal gateun sarang
Nochi aneul guh ehyo balo geudeh ni ggayo

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

i'm walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can't you be the one that's in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

FAVOURITE! =)

2009-03-10T10:26:00.000-07:00

im kiiinda energetic when i was in class today..
even though i know im gonna have a 4 hours straight class.
i just feel.. good about today.

i think i know why.
COS.
i met spooky up for lunch today since her office is near my school..
then we got to eat lunch together..
and after she left i get to drink my favourite drink.
so im kinda satisfied and happy.

so i was in class. and class was kinda fun today cos we get to do sound for..
Pirates of Carribean!

how exciting is that!
imean.. u dont get a chance to do sound for film when you're out in the world.
even if u get to do.. you have to jiao dai to a boss.. or you get fined for using Copyright.
correct me if im wrong.
and im so agreeing that.. you only get to do most of the stuff when you're in school..
which is true.
and i think now.. i really regret not treasuring my teachers to teach me other stuff outside of school.
since im gonna grad so soon.. i feel abit sad.

but still. im happy.

after justin's class was Brian's class.
even though i thought would be a boring one.. it was quite fruitful because i get to unleash the mysteries behind one of the software called.. ISADORA.
muahaha im so proud of myself.
even though im not fully in control of it.. but somehow im happy i can get it to work already..

MUST GIVE ME SOME CREDITS RIGHT!

and then...
our lecturer talked to me and partner about the project..
and he was quite satisfied cos he tot we put in effort to do the work.
i dono about the others..
but i was really happy when i heard this..
even though we still slacked alot..
its really happy to see someone giving credits for your hardwork.

im happy.
and its a happy day..

O HAPPY DAY~
O HAPPY DAY~
haha if u guys in church remember this song..

2009-03-09T09:31:00.000-07:00

i wanna show you guys my new love..

really. new love.. and he's a GUY =D

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thanks to urlele =D
for introducing me to this show.
now im still obsessed with Brown hair guy.

his name is Kim Hyung Joong；金贤重 for your info =)

told you i have a fetish for brown haired guys.
and he's not THAT old. merely 23 =)
cute right.

haha he sings,plays piano and guitar and dance.
not forgetting he acts.

woohoo.
perfect 10.

hahaha.

anyways..
this show.. "Boys Before Flower" as they call it.. is the Korean version of Meteor Garden

流星花园.. remember?
the show that we use to watch 5-6 years ago when we're still young and innocent.. and only dreams about meeting F4. and having them in our school or whatever.
and the show that led us day dreaming all day of meeting them somewhere, somehow on earth..

KOREAN VERSION IS OUT.
lol.

and its so much better compared to the taiwan version..
since its new..

in terms of scenery,cast.. its really quite attractive still.
storyline still somehow the same but korean version is still quite kua zhang and funny compared to taiwan version.
and KR really will do whatever they can to make the show look good.
the stuff they do to show the richness of the 4 rich Guys are really.. quite Kuazhang.
what private jet la.. private yacht.. private house.

ahah you guys should watch it.. when you have the time.

its still.. the most sought after lives by us, commoners on earth.
enjoy =)

the brown hair guy still looks cute to me =)

its weird that i use to like DaomingSi in the taiwan version..
but i like HuaZeLei in the Jap and Korean version.
haha.

so it means.. Taiwan Huazelei CMI.
opps. i realise i just offended many people who like Zai.
and im gonna get killed tml by weird fans who still like Zai..
but i dont care.

Kim Hyung Joong's still cute =)

2009-03-03T08:52:00.000-08:00

An email forwarded to me ...>

WHAT HAPPENS IN HEAVEN

This is one of the nicest e-mails I have seen and is so true:>
I dreamed that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels.
My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, 'This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received' ?I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world.
Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second ?section. The angel then said to me, 'This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them. 'I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and ?were being packaged for delivery to Earth.
Finally at the farthest end of the long corridor we stopped at the door of a very small station. To my great surprise, only one angel was seated there, idly doing nothing. 'This is the Acknowledgment Section,' my angel friend quietly admitted to me.
He seemed embarrassed.
'How is it that there is no work going on here?' I asked?'So sad,' the angel sighed. 'After people receive the blessings that they asked for, very few send back acknowledgments .' 'How does one acknowledge God's blessings?' I asked. 'Simple,' the angel answered. Just say, 'Thank you, God.'
'What blessings should they acknowledge?' I asked.
If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep you are richer than 75% of this world. ?
If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy
And if you get this on your own computer, you are part of the 1% in the world who has that opportunity.'
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness ... you are more blessed than the many who will not even survive this day .
If you have never experienced the fear in battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... you are ahead of 700 million people in the world.
If you can attend a church without the fear of harassment, arrest,torture or death you are envied by, and more blessed than, three billion people in the world! .
If your parents are still alive and still married ...you are very rare .
If you can hold your head up and smile, you are not the norm, you're unique to all those in doubt and despair.' Ok, what now? How can I start? ?
If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in that someone was thinking of you as very special and you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all. ?
Have a good day, count your blessings, and if you want, pass this along to remind everyone else how blessed we all are.
ATTN: Acknowledge Dept.: 'Thank you God, for giving me the ability to share this message and for giving me so many wonderful people to share it with.' ?If you have read this far, and are thankful for all that you have been blessed with, how can you not send it on???? I thank God for everything, especially all my family and friends!!

but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. (Isaiah 40:31)

although this is a human perspective of Heaven.. but i think it did a great job telling me that i should be thankful for everything i have today, and be thankful that im still breathing, every second and every minute.

THANKYOU ALL FOR BEING MY FRIEND!! =)

thank God for the big orh cheh i had.. it really let me see how many people do care about me =) im loved.

2009-02-28T08:01:00.000-08:00

been slacking the whole week i totally forgot about school and the stuff we need to do.
hah.

anyways..
not gonna talk about school stuff.. since its gonna be boring.

FRIDAY.
finally out after 4 days being at home, and everywhere else doing nothing.
been to Khatib to play..
PAINTBALL.

thanks to anwar for organising, and thanks to the guys who decided to come at last.
and also 'thanks' to the guys who agreed to come and then pangseh at last min.

but overall.. paintball was.. erm.
hot,sweaty,fun,crazy,tiring,CS-like,dirty,smelly... and lastly. DAMN PAINT-FUL.

but i kinda enjoy and not enjoy it.

hahah. cos firstly..

i think this sport is more suitable for guys since they're more towards sweaty and crazy running kinda thing..
and also its quite war-strategy based kinda game.
and also.. you have to shoot properly and know who to shoot.
hahaha.

and its painful.
i kena 3 orh-cheh already. can u imagine.
and im forever hiding behind wooden boards.. still can kena shot.
3!

and my friends were amused at the orh-cheh cos they're incredibly weird looking
hahah.

but overall.. paintball was quite fun la. and it was rather short and sweet.
the game was only like 1 hour or so. and we had breaks in between somemore.

PAINTBALL = PAINTFUL.

but the place where the paintball game was held was damnn nice!
and relaxing..
a very nice place to just sit down, read a book, and chill.

they have basketball court there somemore..
and a small sandpit to play beachball i guess.

and the toilet was CLEAN.
i was amazed.
lol.

i dint take pictures of us in the mask or what cos was too lazy and dirty to do it..
but took photos of the pplace and them playing bball..

AND TA-DAH! my BIG ORHCHEH!

hahah

Day 1:

Day 2:

PLUS muscle cramp cos i hasnt work out for a long time..
haha

but people who wanna go play paintball..
dont let this frighten you.
i guess it's really a guy game cos all the liked it.
and its really quite fun, minus the pain..

so this is my PAINTBAL DAY! =)

2009-02-25T10:48:00.001-08:00

i feel kinda weird now i dont know what to say.

tell me how to face you.

2009-02-25T10:47:00.001-08:00

又是个睡不着的夜晚。。

又失眠了。。

失眠真的很痛苦。。
很痛苦。

可能因为在想很多事所以睡不着。。

我真的想很多。。

就最近我就有这个句子出现在我脑海。。

“人因梦想而伟大”

可能最近太多人问我“毕业后要做什么”。。
搞到我真的快疯了，又必须逼自己去想，去回答。。所以自己也有些疯了似的。。

最近。。
我真的很想去台湾
很想离开家。。

“人因梦想而伟大”

2009-02-24T09:48:00.001-08:00

WHY ISNT KFC 24HRS!?

anyways i think im going on a food blige.
i cant stop eating man..

chum liao.
and i dont know whhy..

dont say im fortunate just because i dont grow bigger.
cause it really doesnt feel good to have junk food going into your stomach.
not very nice.

i just ate chicken wings and garlic bread like.. 3 hrs ago and im hungry AGAIN!

damn.

i need something to occupy me so i dont feel that i need food all the time..

eeee.

but im HUNGRY! =x

2009-02-19T10:31:00.000-08:00

he's just not that into you.

yes. dont doubt..
i watched it when it was in the cinemas today.

was anticipating it.. but wasnt really what i expected.
wasnt that good but wasnt that bad either.
had some good laughs.. and also there were some scenes where you'll think "WHAT?!!"

i'll rate it :3 out of 5 stars?

prob i guess it was from a book talking about relationships therefore it's weird to make it into a whole movie thing.

i thought it'll be better if it was made into a tv show or smth.

but oh wells.. it did cover the real issues that girls and guys nowadays are facing, whether or not you're attached or single.

and to think of it.. some girls are really similar to the ones in the movie..
except that we wont go out with just ANY guy.
guess asian girls and culture aint that open yet.

a movie to watch only if..

- you're damn bored on weekends
- you've too much $$$ to spend
- you're interested in the movie
- you're interested in the hot actresses.

to think of it.. i dont really like Scarlett Johanson?
i dont know. just dont like her..

its like how you see a girl on a street and you immediately know you dont like her look and feel..

haha.
yar.. i dont like S.J.
i think she feels fake.. and look fake tooo.

SAW ALLURA ON THE TEEVEE.

so happy for my friends even though i know im only watching them on screen..
but im still exxcited!!

anyways..
somehow the following song sounds like a good breakup song..
or a good healing song.
hahaah

ENJOY.

用力抱着 by Fish Leong

我心里也有的忐忑时间跟我说会好的

决心放好了这一次非你不可

若这不是爱那有过的是什么

寂寞时你像个贝壳

闭上眼你倔强地摀住双耳

背对背地坐着我们用沉默在拉扯

看谁的泪先输掉拔河

爱我时你不够严格

总忘了能够牵手多么难得

我不怕生命有挫折不怕回忆会有皱折

唯有你说要放弃我不愿附和

你心里有多少忐忑交给我去用力抱着

双手还有热或许能唤起你的不舍

有一天我们伤的心会愈合

心里的忐忑抱着慢慢就会好的

感动都有了还有什么不认可

不准我们把爱给走成了坎坷

多少恋人不费唇舌

在一起却说服彼此不适合

我懂得生命有沼泽懂得爱会失去光泽

只是在你怀里是快乐的抉择

你心里有多少忐忑交给我去用力抱着

双手还有热或许能唤起你的不舍

有一天我们伤的心会愈合

心里的忐忑抱着慢慢就会好的

感动都有了还有什么不认可

不准我们把爱给走成了坎坷

我心里也有的忐忑曾经你也勇敢抱着

思念还有歌唱着我无法对你割舍

相信我们伤的心会愈合

心里的忐忑时间跟我说会好的

决心放好了这一次非你不可

若这不是爱那有过的是什么

2009-02-18T08:59:00.000-08:00

happy.
and sad.

happy!

because..

the video that me and lele did for class turn out well.. which was a big suprise cos we really thought that it'll be so bad since we dint have enough time to clean up some parts and do the levels..but still.. im quite satisfied with the results!

happy!

because.. its THURSDAY!
no la.. because i PASSED MY FINAL THEORY TEST. with just ONE GO!

yay! im uber happy laa!

cos i dint really study for it.. and one day before that i was still struggling whether or not to go for it..
since the time also clashed with the time i teach piano. dint wanna trouble my boss to change the timing..

but i was glad i did Go!! cause i passed it!!

anyways i think that FTT is soo much easier then BTT!!
cause BTT needs to memorise more stuff while FTT no need!
woohoo. i can officially learn driving w/o having to worry that i'll fail FTT!

yay yay yay!

thank God also! cause i've been praying damn hard before i took the test.

God is Good!!

Happy! becausee..

the cab uncle say i look young for being a teacher!
hahahaa..
like Sec school

yay!! *flies up into the skyy*
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Sad. because...

I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO MINIMALISM PIECE!
tml have to hand up..
i feel like running away from class man..
really.

im listening to Bjork now to get some ideas.. but her songs are.. really minimalist.
but actually im getting use to it.

BUT IM SO SCREWED!!

i had a wonderful day.. but still i feel depreseed cos i dont have a single idea of how to do the piece!

and i got Prayer Meeting to attend tonight!!

DAMN!!

okie praypraypray!

2009-02-14T09:56:00.000-08:00

hope everyone survived FRIDAY the 13th..

AND

the BIG "V" day without any accidents.. except burning a hole in your pockets (for those attached i mean)

of course now i kinda understand why adults hate V day.. especially those single people.

1) you pay for what you DONT get on V day.

like.. you pay double for a dinner for 2, but u dont get extra service, you dont get better food, and you see more people sitting beside you.

2) you see more-than-enough couples on the road as compared to normal.

need me say more?

3) you'll be the odd one our if you're NOT carrying a flower(be it a stalk or a bouquet)

im serious.. except for this year i guess.
cos flower prices went up.. so more people chose to forgo this idea of getting the girl flowers..
but than.. it used to be..

IF YOU'RE NOT CARRYING A FLOWER, YOU'RE WEIRD~

okay correct me if im wrong.

4) people simply jack up prices jsut because its V day.

yar same point as 1.
except that i'm one of the people jacking up the price.
come'on. i dont print dollar notes for a living, i need cash too..
but i've already gave all the discount i can give to my friends.. so i dont think they've got anything to complain about =) im such a good friend~ *bleah*

oh well enough about complaining.. im becoming one of the little ah ma's who keeps going on and on about V day.

but this year.. abit weird for me cos its the first year that i actually hate it.
haha i dono why also..
maybe singapore really too many couples already.

oh well. i spent my V day sucking people's pocket money.
haha well not really but then.. yeps. i went to sell flowers.

not really as good experience as last year but the sales wasnt that bad afterall.
i actually dread selling flowers because simply:
1) i've grown out of it
2) it's gonna be so damn tiring.
3) the number of rejection i'll get compared to the number of acceptance.

but oh wells.. since my mum was so insistant that i went to sell flowers.. i did actually went.
but now with my cousin and my beloved qiqi and a couple of church mates.
quite fun thou despite tiring..
although we dint manage to finish selling the flowers.. we're all very happy that it was over.
hahaha.

some photos of beautiful flowers that mama made and some snap shots of the flower selling..

THE BIG FAMILY OF COIN POUCHES =)))

see..left so many bouquet..

the guys who tagged alongg.

MR LOO.. who bought the last bouquet of flowers from mee. heh

SHOU GONG LER!

THE AFTERMATH...
supperr!!

2009-02-07T07:41:00.000-08:00

IIIIIIRRITATING...

HES IRRRRITATINGGG.
i like to say IRRITATING with a long EEEEE "i" infront cos i think it sounds irritating enough.

oh well.
i dont know whats he's busy with but im irritated with him.
he likes to decide things last min and then tell me he's not coming for it.
and that makes me pissed cos i dont like people to say one thing and do another.
and guess what

i think i see him less then 2 hours in ONE MONTH.

hello ONE MONTH?!

its changing lah.. and i guess it changed.
things are not the same anymore..

k. whatever.
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been to another funeral today..

humans are always disappearing from the earth i guess.

i think its the 2nd or 3rd time ive been to mandai for people's cremation.
and its always sad.
esp after the service where people will move to another room to see their loved ones being pushed into the big fire thingy which i dont know how to call it.

its painful to hear and watch.
and ive always hated that room..
even though how nice the gov had decorated the place..

but its still a painful thing to be there.
you'll feel a sudden lost in your mind,
you'll feeel for the family even though u know that its just a short separation (christians will understand this)
and you'll know you'll never understand how the family members are feeling.

its like this sudden thing like oxygen's taken away from you for a little while..
then given back to you after everything's over.

that room has that power to make me feel like that.

funerals always make me feel that humans are limited.
we wont know when we're gonna fall ill, and when we're gonna die.
we just live day by day. not knowing whats gonna come because tomorrow never comes.

life is short, and full of trials and temptations.

OSY did say something to me and it strucked me for a moment

"IF HEAVEN IS THAT GOOD, WHY IS PEOPLE AFRAID OF GOING?"

yar, if heaven is good.. why?

i still dont have that answer.
guess thats the weakness of humans and our lack of faith ba.
saded.

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TO THE PERSON WHO TAGGED ON MY BOARD..

im somehow glad that u tagged?
because u left me thinking, and uhhuh, you've gotten your purpose of letting my THINK.
and that also reassured me that my faith is not little.

i truely believe that Jesus exist, and also in our hearts and i've been working very hard to live for him and not for myself..

because when i live for myself, i find it very empty.
dont you think so?

because we're just mere humans.
we're born into this world, get raised up like a normal human as great as possible, and we study, we work, we gain knowledge, then we doubt whether there's a higher being called GOD.
then we get married, have kids, then grow old and die.

then whats the point?
and whats the difference between a thief and you?
and whats the difference between a lawyer and you?
and whats the difference between a murderer and you?
NO.
nothing different.

because IF we're just humans, then we wouldnt get JUDGED.

why is a thief scared of getting caught? because they're scared of being judged.
why is a murderer scared of getting caught? because they'll be judged.

and whats the difference between a lawyer and you?
nothing! they're still humans, except with more knowledge.

but why work so hard if they're just humans? we'll all live and die.

and after death, there'll be judgement. (because its all written in the bible, something which some people say is written by humans)

and death is something we as humans has to pay because we're all sinners, and we all have sinned.

and if you tell me you're not afraid of being judged, then i must say you're a brave man.

then. im a timid person im afraid to say.. because God is someone we cant afford to "de zui" (sorry cant find the exact words)

judgements left us 2 path, one to heaven and one to hell.
simple right?
and why do we believe in Christ?

because we, ok I, believe that heaven last for eternity and nothing can replace that.
and how?

just merely using our little faith and believing that Jesus Christ died on the cross for all our sins, and we're washed clean in His Blood, and we can have eternity.

its that simple. now its up to you whether you believe or not.
and God gave us the freedom to CHOOSE which path we wanna go.

if you tell me you're not afraid of death, then i have nothing to say.

but anyways i've said whatever i could to the best of my knowledge.
im not a good speaker/typer and definitely not someone who can express my thoughts freely as i want to.
there's definitely a huge spiritual war as im typing this. i could already feel the different irritating thoughts thats gotten into my head.

God is indeed Good.
what is eternity? nobody can say.
because to me, the difference lies in the quality of life.
its how you look at it and live on.

and im sometimes glad that im 'sick' all the time?
because then i can understand and experience God better.

i thank God that he chosen me to be his child from the very beginning because im somebody who wouldnt think about such stuff if im a non-christian.

LASTLY.
we believe in Jesus not because WE HAVE LOW IQ.
thank you.

2009-02-05T08:50:00.000-08:00

i feel quite lost..

suddenly..
i hear alot of story about people passing away.

suddenly..
im gonna attend a wake.

suddenly.

i heard my childhood friend passed away, and coincidentally, qiqi knows him too.
but everything is too late, hes gone.

and i dint even know that his wake ended yesterday.
i feel very sad cos i dint even get to see him for one last time..

although im not really close to him, and his image in my brain is only those of him when we're all 5 yrs old.
but then. he's still my friend.

and he's gonee.

saded. =X

2009-02-01T08:28:00.000-08:00

HELLO IM BACK.
i have class at 930am later so i'll make this a quick one.

CNY IS GREAT AND FUN AND EXCITING.
only the flower exhibition is quite a disspointment.
and i saw my primary school friend at macs that day..

SCHOOL.
hectic but still quite manageable.
projects are coming in but i think my ass still choose to sit infront of my computer and do nothing.
haha i need to wake up.

RECENTLY:
2 friends are getting married.
one is someone from church another is LAOPA. like finally =D
damn happy for them.
and another thing also cause i love weddings
=)))

i have no idea what im blogging..

hello 2009 MOO YEAR.

MY MUM'S FAMILY WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG..

AH GONG AND AH MA WEDDING PHOTO.

STILL GOT MORE BUT IM LAZY.
anyways these photos are only like 10% of what i took. heh

I FEEL OLD.

2009-01-30T10:57:00.000-08:00

ohmygoddd.
I FEEL VERY OLD LAH.

was at one of my church member's house just now for pastoral care/cell. whatever u like to call it.

and he's a teacher, so he invited his students over for some visitation.
and i was talking to them since the elders in church wants me to talk to them..

so they were like making fun of my age cos im older than them
kena called DAJIE nevermind, its just the age thing that kena make fun of.
damn. now i know why they say a girl's age,weight,height is a big SECRET.

and i cant really talk to them..
its like i dont get what they say, only some parts.
children nowadays are weirder than those of our times i tell u
but this church friend of mine has funny students..
they are really quite funny lah..

now i know what they mean by 代沟

im facing that now..
SHIT.

hahahha.
anyways.. to all my loyal readers/fans/favourite people..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
10 MORE DAYS TO GO! =))

2009-01-24T09:45:00.000-08:00

some guy just couldnt understand God's salvation and than start to talk even before he knew wad was going on.
i just feel stupid by thinking about his words.

if you dont know much about this person, dont judge as if you think that you know this person very well.
if you dont have faith, dont say other people dont have faith.

aiya. but whats the purpose of talking to you when you wont even listen?

when its time, its time.

2009-01-24T09:39:00.000-08:00

dont you people think there are too many people getting together these days?
like there're loads of couples when you walk outside on the streets..
and friends are like really getting attached.

lol.
random thought.

2009-01-19T11:20:00.000-08:00

wish..
and your thoughts will come true.

and i was thinking of anna on sunday..
and i saw her on sunday!
cool right..
hey it wasnt intentional ok!!
God made us meet.
lol.

anyways i had a bad dream on sat...
which kinda scare me alot now.

maybe i've watched too much news on the wars between kaza and israel..
or heard too much stories from deacon kuanyou..
or read too much news on the bangkok gun shooting incident..

i dream i was in afghastanistan, with my friends..
ive no idea why i was there..
then while we're buying bread for lunch.. gun fire started out of no where..

we were terrified, and i ran.
then i got lost with my friends and was alone.
then i found myself hiding at some place with the people living there.

then i was found with the rest of them and was held hostage by the terrorist.
damn it was scary man.
to think of guns pointing at you and threatening your life, willing to die at any moment.

at that point of time you might be thinking what i'm thinking right?
nope im not thinking about my family. i also dono why.
i thought of God's salvation and His judgement.
then i got scared.
not of death but of judgement.
it seems like i've not lived the best out of my life till now.
everything i did was for myself.. and all i could remember at that moment was all the lies i told, all the bad attitudes i gave my parents and all that crap i did in this 19 years of life.
THEN SUDDENLY i had to be judged.
im not prepared.

so anyways i dint get shot down, but did hear real gun shots although i know they're fake ones.
i manage to run awaay and got united with my friends..
and then..
NOPE we dint catch a plane nor stay at some guarded ambassy..

I WOKE UP, and was very terrified.
and of course tired.
FIGHT WAR LEH U THINK WHAT!
lol.

but somehow i think God wants me to re-think my purpose on earth and really reflect on my life..
re-assure myself that im saved before saying things like "i wanna die"
yes i say that all the time last year but not yet in 09.

and God wants me to think what i can do for him.

"For God so loved the world He gave his ONLY SON."
who's Jesus Christ, who washed away my sins, who saves me when i just believe in Him, who gave me strength to carry on, who loved me, who gave me faith and trust and all the good things on earth.

all my friends who're reading this..
guess u have to start thinking about your purpose in life =)

ohman. its 330am in the morning.
NIGHTS!

2009-01-17T08:28:00.000-08:00

i've always wanted to drive a car..
if i ever get my lisence..
ever since i realise that i'm gonna have to pay adult transport fees from JUNE 2009 on wards.
damn sad lah.
im gonna miss the days where i paid only 45cents to take a bus.
and im definitely gonna miss my CONCESSION!

give me back my concession!!

travellingg in singapore is.. expensive man.
thats why i wanna drive.. cos i dont really see a difference in paying for petrol compared to paying adult fares.
and even though i have more to think of(COE,carpark,fines,paying for the car,maintainance etc) if i really ever intend to drive, i think i'll work hard towards that goal.

oh well. tell me whats NOT expensive now?
damn.

oh anyways..
im just here to share my dream car.. somehow.
why somehow?
because the car/vehicle(cause its not exactly a car,its more of a van) is not manufacturing anymoreee.
HOW SAD IS THAT!
huh. im damn sad now..

anyways i'll just show u guys some of its glorious moments =)

ITS SUPER CHIO LAH!

CAN SEAT SO MANY PEOPLE AT THE BACK! SF PEOPLE WONT HAVE TO WORRY IF WE GOTTA TRAVEL AROUND..

HUH MY DREAM CAR.. NO MORE.

oh well..
i can stick to my old option..
which i have one parked at my house carpark downstairs now..
but sadly i dont own it..

somehow i have a liking to abit-vintage cars, plus squarey ones.
hahaah i also dono..

i think i can continue to dream on..

dreaming~~

2009-01-16T09:59:00.000-08:00

Amist all the busy-ness i feel in this century..
i've decided to give people some laugh.

SEE I SO NICE =)

ok laugh your heads off.. HEADLESS PEOPLE!
lol.

okay.. my newest newsst photo thanks to urlele..
i think the centre-parting one looks freaking funny, and i look like a weird nun on a bus..
ahhaha.

AND..

the ultimate one which left me and urlele laughing non-stop..

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OK BYE HEADLESS PEOPLE!

2009-01-12T07:20:00.000-08:00

seriously..
seriously..

why would somebody wanna get ink on their body?
i dont understand..

its like you get art on your body and the price you pay is pain and a lifetime of drawings on your skin?

huh i really dont understand why people wanna do it..

is it really to feel pain?
or they did it in remembrance of someone they love?

guess i'll never understand the philosophy of it all..
just like how i can never understand why there isnt a 'CUTTED' word in the universe.

haha.
tatoo?
no thanks.
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was watching Campus Superstar..
was quite suprised at their voices when some of them sang..
and was quite disappointed also.. because i thought the one who can sing, dont really can.

but anyways.. i think both the little ones, Ai Jia(C2) and the little boy Jarod has HUGE voices in their little body!

C3 Rachel has good voice.. but then i think she still needs practice bah.

i think C4 cant sing.. haha im sorry.

and i like C6 Joselin's attitude. heard of her like even before the competition start.. i think she has very good voice, not disppointed at all.
now it depends on whether she can maintain her standard thruout the competition..

i think she'll go far loh.

haha i think i prefer 实力派 singers compared to 包装派

but i was suprised at how they were affected when their friends dint do very well.
well i guess they had good bonding ever since they got into the competition that they dint realise it's a competition.
innocent kids.. which is a good thing.. because they dont realise how corrupted the world is.

haha..im watching the results now..
i think everybody already has in mind who'll be voted out la hor..
so just watch for the excitement.

wahhaha.
see you.

2009-01-09T10:52:00.000-08:00

everytime when i have things to do..
my microsoft office had to crash.

well im living in a world of unpredictable.

its 330am now.
gosh i'll look like a zombie tomorrow.
well i just come here to complain only..

nights.

2009-01-08T08:38:00.000-08:00

i realise im the only active blogger in 2009.

why nobody update about their lives one?!

anyways i hear screaming downstairs.
no, its not roudy people,
nope its not gangsters..

beside my house's a school..
and so school means..( NOPE, DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT, NOT GHOSTS)

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yes,CAMPPPP!!

OMGG.
ITS BEEN SOO LONG SINCE I HAD CAMP!
by that i dont mean church one lah..
school camp.
although ive only been to two of my school camps..
i definitely miss all the fun, all the dirty stuff we do, all the getting-to-know-you-better kinda activites.
not forgetting all the cheers and teachers..
and sabotaging.

OH I REALLY MISS SCHOOL!
=X

why do i have to grow up so fast!

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went to watch the FIRST MOVIE OF THE YEAR with Sister Urlele.
hahha.

guess what..
the last second movie i watched is also the first movie i watched in 2009.
yupp.

those who know me well might have already guessed it..

TWILING! (AGAIN)
itss.. OMG. still nice.
the scenery,lines of the actors and actresses..
fighting actions.
still engaging.
and i still give it a high rating!
4 out of 5!!

although after i watched the "sound design for LOTR" in lectures, thats why i dont think the sound effects is that good.
but i think the songs/soundtracks for Twilight is still nice and listen-able and able to make me tap my foot to it.

there'll be more tomorrow. when the 3 girls meet again.. then it'll be the day the photo war starts..
LOL.

I REALLY WANNA GO TAIWAN!!
PLEASE? =)

2009-01-06T09:43:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL！！

THIS IS A FUNNY CANDID PHOTO.

THE NORMAL CRAZY STUFF THAT WE'LL DO

HEH.

SHOE AND WATCH AD.

I LOVE MY GIRLS =)

2009-01-05T07:35:00.000-08:00

IT ALL DEPENDS.

☀ FT 혜현 says:
n whatcha gonna do
☀ FT 혜현 says:
work? uni?

[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
ahhaah
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
both?!
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
like it depends if i pass
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
then it depends whether which uni has my course
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
and again it depends on whether i have e money
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
lol
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
so IT ALL DEPENDS
*****************************************************************
first day of school..

happy to see all my friends..
and quite satisfied with my timetable this sem although its still slack.
but im already preparing my heart for all that projects thats coming! must chiong already!

and i was talking to my teacher this afternoon cos he wanted to see me and some of my classmates about some of our grades.
although im happy that i passed, i knew i dint do my best.

although i passed, but it wasnt a really happy pass cos it was just rather border line.
and im at my 3rd year, i really should buck up.

and to my damn suprise suprise..
i got rather high passing marks for other subs except for the heavy weightage project.
heavy weightage lehh

if i did better for it, i guess i wouldnt be meeting my lecturer already..

then i damn sian
hahah but i know its not my fault and i stopped blaming myself already.
but i think if i did something, the end results will be different.

but.. aiya.

why is life full of regrets?
haha.

nevermind, i should look forward and buck up!

LIFE IS FULL OF SUPRISES!

haha i talk until like very optismistic but i think my view of it will change soon when i get all my work.

ahhhh.
i got stuff to do now..

HAPPY SCHOOL RE-OPENING FOR ALL MT STUDENTS =)

2009-01-04T07:48:00.000-08:00

im having sore throat into the 4th day of 2009.
how happy is that..

anyways tml's school re-opening which meant my last final sem..
NOOOOOO.
i dont wanna graduate... =XX

i'll miss my friends..
=((
just by thinking about it is sad.

ok shant talk about the crazy imagination i had.

ITS 2009!!

new wishes for new year!!

so many things had happened during the holidays and its passed so fast!
but im glad i did grew up a lil after i know about the stories.

ohmygod.
im writing crap on my 2nd post.

alright i shall keep my words to myself,
and try to shou shi xin qing for my last sem..

CHIONG AH! =))

2009-01-03T08:42:00.000-08:00

hello 2009!

haha before i began with any weird posts..

me and my friends agree that..
2009 IS A FREAKY YEAR!!

you'll know why..

2008-12-30T09:05:00.000-08:00

i was just looking at my 2008 new year resolution..
and im happy to say i've ticked 9 out of 13 of them!!

im quite satisfied lah.
the other 4 not that important.. its just a wish anyways.

anyways this is the last post of 2008! i doubt i'll write more tml morning cos i need alot of sleep.

i slept at 3am yesterday and woke up like 9am.
and i had work and meeting for whole day until i wanna die already.

anyways i feel like going airport or go explore keppel bridge.
ahahha.
random.

HAPPY 2009 EVERYBODY!! =))

*and therefore i also conclude that man is blind*

HAVE FUN AND GOD BLESS! =))

2008-12-27T09:45:00.000-08:00

i think that Twilight rocks..
but such things really dont happen in reality..
HOW SAD RIGHT.
but then it''ll bee so dangerous to go out if there really is vampires out there haunting us..

but why HUMANS always like to think about fantasy stuff ah..
maybe it gives us the ci-ji-gan.

like those in the drama..
that guy whom u love will never ever appear in reality what..
then when you finally have your boyfriend you'll start to think why isnt he this, and that.
isit us or isit the drama..?

lol.
well i still think love is a confusing and ironic thing..
so i rather not think about and stay in my nunnery to xiu lian.
until i can let some of my nunnery girls graduate.
hahha im talking rubbish lah
LUBBISH.

LUBBISH.
wahhaha.

ok i need my sleep..
how i wish i can sleep in on monday!
im starting to hate work.. when i think that im just gonna keep working after i graduate.
and even the money cant drive my motivation.

ahh quit thinking about it..

linkin park's song's in my head.

2008-12-26T11:02:00.000-08:00

I dreamed I was missing

You were so scared

But no one would listen

Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming

I woke with this fear

What am I leaving

When I'm done here

So if you're asking me

I want you to know

[Chorus]

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid

I've taken my beating

I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface

Not all the way through

I've never been perfect

But neither have you

So if you're asking me

I want you to know

[Chorus]

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that ive done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

[End Chorus]

Forgetting

All the hurt inside

You've learned to hide so well

Pretending

Someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are

[Chorus]

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that ive done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

Forgetting

All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending

Someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

i unknowingly put this song on repeat mode..
and i think it repeated for 30times today already.
not only its the song for Twilight.

the lyrics really touched me.
and i never knew a band like this could write such stuff.

Linkin Park's awesome..

2008-12-26T09:17:00.000-08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY BOXING DAY!

im damn happy not because i receive alot of pressies.. although i think i did..
but i really felt the love this season.

and BIG BROTHER BOUGHT ME A BABY G WATCH!
he's super nice la!

although the colour not that nice..
BUT I REALLY LOVE HIM FOR THAT!!

i dont think he even bought spooky such a expensive gift loh, and he bought it for me.
super gan dong.

dint take any photos so had to get it from some facebook page..

Went to watch the long anticipated TWILIGHT that day with my dearest friends..

and i think it was really good?!

like the scenes and all, and the actor/actresses really acted well.

although little miss koh said the book was much nicer cos much more details.. i think that the movie was very good already..
i think it brought out different view points that the book is trying to stress bah.
and to think of it.. ITS A BOOK. it has to be detailed to be engaging..

so im very satisfied with the movie aalready..
if u haven read the book, haven watch the movie..GO WATCH NOW!

its damn good..
and im saying it EVEN THOUGH IM SITTING 3RD ROW FROM FRONT.
can you imagine!
2 hrs lehh.
but the movie really very good.. until i went to buy the soundtrack..
out of chong dong-ness
hahah but i dint regret.
the OST's good.

=))
if u love romance story..
believes that LOVE has no boundaries and lasts forever..
GO WATCH.

rating: 4 out of 5 stars LAH!
entertainment factor.. : 3 out of 5
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I SAW MY FRIEND ON TEEVEE
OMGGG im damn stunned.
i think she's a damn pretty girl la..
as in not those kind u see first time is chio kind..
is those.. QI ZHI nu hai.

and i personally thinks she's pretty la

and she's on HEY!GORGEOUS!
she's the MISS NUS!
omgomgomg!!

im so excited for her lahh..

u know the Channel U's adver?
that one with the wicked house and sweets all those?
she's the very first one who drank from the cup.
yupp..
she's that pretty
ok i shall shut up.
WATCH HEY!GORGEOUS OK!!

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WAS AT JEREMY'S HOUSE JUST NOW!!

because very nice Koh Daddy treated us all to dinner at his house to thank us AV Team for the hard work we've put in to serve God this year.

i'm sad i dint attend isaac's debute show at esplanade.. but im glad i went to the dinner!

althought i feel abit sick eating things all over again..
(i've been eating christmas stuff since 24th, then 25th, then night of 25th and then 26th)
but i still enjoyed the meal nonetheless..

and i went there for a purpose..
to play his new.. WII!

omg omg..
i ttell u.. his Guitar Hero's on WII is SUPER DUPER AWESOME FUN CRAZY!

really lohhh.
very fun lehh
makes me wanna quickly learn drums all over again!
and we need to play in a band to earn points.. so its not just me playing alone..
its 3 ppl playing.. got SINGER SOMEMORE!!

hhahaha damn fun lah.
until i dont feel like going home!

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alrights i need my sleep since i just recover!
nights! =))